This is my take on how Buffy felt after Chosen, hope you like it.
I'll be alone forever and always
Walking by myself
No one understands me
No one ever will
I wish I could leave this place
I hate the monotonous din
I need someone to talk to
Someone who will actually listen to me
Someone who will actually care
If I don't I'll fade away slowly
Into the darkest abyss
Everyday brings a new battle
Life's an eternal fight
I can handle the monsters and demons
It's Dawn and the Scoobies that really get me down
They say that they care
Maybe about their own hides
They say they know me
They will never know me
Not the real me anyway
There was someone
Who knew me
Better than I know myself
Who loved and cared undoubtedly
With all his undead heart
He loved me like no other
And yet I pulled away
But then I came to realise
He was the only thing keeping me here
When I was with him it was the only time that I felt alive
That I was truely here
But now
He's gone
And so am I
My feelings I can never tell
I love him but
For the world he's now dust
And now we're both in hell