Chapter 2

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A/N the stuff in italics is what the characters are thinking.

Buffy's POV

Why do I have to wake up, it's always the worst part of the day, the transition of sweet fantasy and harsh reality. I don't think I can take anymore of this. The sooner we go our separate ways the better. Oh fuck here comes the cavalry, it's the same bloody thing every morning, ha, I'm even starting to sound like him. Stupid Xander and Willow and Dawn, every morning they come in here all cheery and right as bloody rain, always just barging in here, I could be getting dressed or anything and still they don't knock, not that I ever knocked for him, I always...I'm sick of this and Xander's got some nerve...

"Hey Buffster."

Oh how original, if he thinks for a second that that's going to work he can forget about it. I'll just give him my best icy stare.

"Oh come on Buffy, don't look at me like that, we made breakfast and everything."

"Yeah Buffy, don't you want some pancake-y goodness to cheer you up."

Willow, Willow, Willow always trying to make things better, well pancakes ain't gonna cut it this time.

"Look, if you're quite done here, I'd like to be left alone..."

"Buffy..."

"No Dawn. If you guys have got nothing furthermore to say, then go, leave, I'm not hungry."

Yeah right. I'm fucking starving, I haven't had anything since breakfast yesterday, but I'm not eating with them. It's all Xander's fault. Stupid bastard thinks he's so great.

"Ok Buffy, we'll just go then," Willow said, finally taking the hint.

Thank god they're gone. Can't they ever remember to shut the door behind them? Or can they not even remember basic manners anymore? That's it, I'm outta here. I can't take this, I just can't.

"I'm going out, don't know when I'll be back. Don't wait up."

Dawn's POV

It's a wonder, she doesn't rip that door right off when she slams it like that. But who could blame her. I guess she's still pissed at Xander for what he said about Spike. Why can't he ever just let it go? He won't even drop it after what Spike did for the world, he can be such a jackass sometimes. I wonder if Buffy will even come back. I should have known something was up, how could I be so stupid, I was just glad to see her happy again, but of course she wasn't, how could I be so blind. Uh, I hate these awkward silences...

"So Dawnster, what do you wanna do today?"

God does he ever know when to quit.

"Xander, you should apologise to Buffy."

"For what?"

Stupid, petty, jealous bastard.

"What do you mean 'For what?' you know exactly what I'm talking about Alexander Harris."

"I don't see what she's so broken up about. It's just Spike, and besides I thought you didn't like him either."

"But she had feelings for him and you know it. It doesn't matter how I feel about him, he matters to her, that should be enough."

"I'm not apologising for peroxide boy."

"Fine, once we've split, don't ever come looking for me and Buffy, cos you won't be welcome."

I've had just about all I can take of his moronity.

"But Dawnie..."

Yeah right, like I'm gonna talk to him anymore. I hope Buffy comes home.

Xander's POV

God. What is it with the Summer's women and bleach boy? He's dead! And thank fuck for that, all I can say is that it didn't happen soon enough. He was a stupid evil thing, why can't Buffy see that?

Willow's POV

Xander's really gone and put his foot into it now, I was gonna go to Brazil, but now that it's over with Kennedy, I think I'll go with Buffy and Dawnie to Rome, I think Buffy could use a best friend right about now, I can't believe the way Xander's acting, I mean I love him and everything, but...he's gone too far this time. Poor Buffy, she's out there all alone, and she thinks that none of us care, not that we've given her any good reason to believe that we do, oh I've been a bad friend, I need to make this right, I've been to wrapped up in my on stuff, how could I let this happen. I should go and see if Dawnie's ok.

A/N Hey I know it's short, but I just thought I'd try this to see what you think, this is the first time I've made a fanfic in first person, is it ok? hope you liked it.

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