"I'm sorryI have to go." Lucy was crying and she ran out Martin and Kevin ran after her and Kevin caught up and held her.

"Lucy what's wrong?" Kevin said worried about his wife."

"It's all my fault!Ruthie's death is all my fault!" Martin's eyes were flooded in tears and he thought that she was crazy because Martin blamed himself.

"Dont you dare!You cant take responsiability for her death!" Kevin said sternly

"But it is!You dont understand!

Flashback:

"Ruthie you have to tell Martin!" encouraged Lucy

"I know,I can't wait to tell him!" Squeeled a very happy Ruthie.

Thunder and Lightning was making themselves known and the rain was coming down more then usual then the wind became violent.

"Ruthie maybe we shouldnt go just stay here at my place!" Lucy was yelling over the noise.

"No,I need Martin I have to tell him and I need to be with Mckenzie!" Ruthie yelled sternly.

"Alright! but i have to go slow!" Lucy caved in and they got in the car she drove as slow as she possiable could they were close to Ruthie's house and Lucy became relived but then the next thing she heard she'd never forget.

"Lucy!Look Out!

Bam! a truck hit them and Ruthie's car door opened and ruthie flew out,knocked her head on the tar and blood was flooding the road.

RUTHIE! Lucy screamed she could'nt move..

Back to Lucy,Martin,and,Kevin:

Mckenzie heard everything Lucy was saying how her mother wanted to come home to see her Mckenzie started to cry and she ran out the back door she didnt know where she was running to all that she knew was that she was running from herself her life and she never wanted to stop...

"MCKENZIE! MCKENZIE!" Martin and Kevin where all around the house yelling her name Lucy was sitting on the floor tears still rolling from her eyes and she was silent thoughts were going through her mind like ,it's all my fault ,blaming herself for everyones pain praying to God that it would all go away..She felt horriable for saying how ruthie suffer infront of mckenzie she felt bad for herself but most of all she felt bad for Martin her mind started to drift to the memory of the chat she had with Ruthie one October day..

sorry this chapter is so short i will update soon : D