Can a Tear Last Forever?
Miniri02:Thank you fallen phoenix of darkness and Toma! I've been greatly inspired to write more. AND TO YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT BEYBLADE IS MINE YOUR'E FULL OF #!
My heart is now a pillow of darkness…
…that no one can lay on…
…can't anyone hear…
…my loud tears?
Or…
…do you choose not to hear?
When you were here…
…I had no pain…
…no tears to shed…
…no reason to want…
…to leave this world.
Now I must live…
…with the fact…
…that you are gone…
…and can never come back…
…and that just hurts, even more.
Your name…
…I can't bring myself to say it…
…I try soo hard…
…to forget you…
…but memories…
…can not be thrown away…
…or forgotten…
…they stay in your heart…
…forever.
Pain sears inside my heart…
…just like this blade through my skin…
…if only these innocent thoughts…
…would reach you…
…but they can't…
…I wish I could see you…
…but I can't…
…I wish you hadn't left me like this…
…but you did…
…I wish you could smile once more…
…but you can't.
These, are the truths I must live with…
…if I live…
…if you lived.
Maybe…
…the only way to hear you…
…or see you smile again…
…is for me…
…to join you.
But…
…how will my friends handle the loss?
Will they even care?
Will they shed unwanted tears?
Or will they try to forget me…
…and go on…
…as if nothing had happened?
Will I leave…
…footprints on their heart?
I can feel myself…
…slowly disappearing from this world.
I might finally join you…
…and smile…
…with you once more…
…my ai…
…my kokoro…
…just don't decide…
…to run away…
…from me…
…again.
Miniri02:Guess what? The character Kai's talking about is an O.C. in my fanfic Twist of Fate. Check it out and review please! Once again, thank you for reviewing me all those who reviewed me!(PSST! There is one more chapter!) Ai means love and kokoro means soul.