Hey ya ppl! I'm sooo sorry that i havent written in forever! I'm going to highskool and ive been hanging with friends and things and yea... i'm working on a new book that's going to be called Moving on Without you and i assure you that it is much longer than these stories! LOL! I'm soo gonna make this a long long chappie!

Chappie 8

Living the pain

"Ummm whoops!" Sakura grinned at Syaoran.

"Yea I bet whoops! Try big whoops!" Syaoran replied with a disapproving glare.

"Whelp, this is why I have you." Sakura replied kissing his cheek.

"Yea, but you're going to go to a specialist and I'm going to send you to a support group. I don't want to hear that you aren't going to either-"

"But-"

"No buts, you're going and that's final. No girlfriend of mine is going to ruin her life by being a smoker," Syaoran stated firmly and refused to back down.

"Fine but you'll regret it when I go nuts from no nicotine."

"Well that's why you get to chew this nasty gum. It's just the ticket." Syaoran magically pulled out a pack of nicotine gum.

She popped in a piece of gum and Syaoran could swear she turned at least seven shades of green in less than 5 seconds. She almost spit it out at him but, she decided that she'd just leave it in or she'd be stuck putting another one in her mouth. Her nose scrunched up and Syaoran just kissed her on the forehead and continued through out the mall to see what else they could buy.

5 hours later and many many shopping purchases

Syaoran had finally decided it was time to take Sakura home. He had taken his motorcycle to the mall so Wei was forced to come pick up all the shopping bags. They only took one bag home that Sakura held onto as they rode home.

"Hey, Syaoran. Do you think I'll ever be the same girl? I mean I just don't know if it will ever happen." She said as they approached the steps to her Uncle's house.

"No Sakura. I know that you will never be the same..." he replied.

Sakura's heart sank. Seeing the sudden spark gone from her eyes Syaoran lowered his head to meet her lips. They shared a passionate kiss and Sakura pulled away panting as she wrapped her arms around Syaoran's neck.

After a moment Syaoran opened his mouth to speak.

"Sakura you'll never be the same. In these past few years you've grown to know the real world and because of that I don't know if you'll ever be able to go back to the girl with all the innocence you used to have. I know no matter what though you will go back to the loving Sakura I used to know because she never was far away. She's just below this hard exterior waiting-"

He was cut off by the crash of Sakura's lips upon his own. He hesitated for merely a second and then he returned the kiss with as much hunger as he had. His arms had found their way around her waist and he was holding her to himself as hard as he thought possible. She on the other hand was merely enjoying the possessiveness that Syaoran had on her. She wanted to freeze time and never breathe again. Her hands were running themselves through his chocolate colored hair. However, the world wasn't on her side and she had to come up for breath.

"Thank you Syaoran. That minute right there... It... It..."

"It made living through the pain worth while." He finished her thought

"Yea... Syaoran..."

"Hmm." He replied looking into her eyes lovingly.

"I think I think... I think that ..." Sakura began.

"I think I know how you feel." Syaoran replied as he crashed onto her lips. His heart was hungry... It was hungry for the one and only Sakura...

As they parted... Sakura gave Syaoran the surprise of his life.

"Syaoran... I want to tell you how much I just realized in these past few moments. I realize that I've been living my life from the out side. I never seem to know what to do so I always end up by running away. I know one thing right now however... I realize that if I keep letting you run I'm running away... I want to tell you one thing Syaoran Li. I want you to know that..."

HEHE Evil Aint I? Nah but if you ppl will actually give me some reviews like maybe at least 5! PLZ! I thank the ppl that reviewed last time though!

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