Thanks for all your reviews, I was expecting more but I really wanted to finish this story as soon as possible. I am a little afraid that I might lose time of finishing this story if I update late. so here it is…I was thinking if I should add an EPILOGUE…do you think I should?
Chapter 12:
"I think I have fallen for you!" Sakura repeated those words one more time. When she found no response she found herself crying in front of Syaoran.
"Did you-" Sakura was interrupted with a laugh that sounded so sarcastic. "Do you really think that I have really fallen for you, that I like you because of all the things I acted right in front of you?" Syaoran said with a tint of coldness in his voice. Sakura's mouth dropped wide open.
"Don't you get it? All these things were planned!" Syaoran said with an evil smile. "Well let me tell you!"
Flashback:
Syaoran woke up early for school today. He took a warm shower, ate his breakfast and went to school. The school was pretty much dark since it was partly still around 5am, some students go there early especially his group of friends that are pretty much thugs. As he walked in side the doors he saw figures he prepared himself to battle, but as the figures went closer he was able to realize who they were. He calmed himself up "Hey there Akito!" Syaoran greeted while raising his hands to slap with Akito. "Follow us we have some business to talk about?" Akito and his other friends laughed evilly behind. "So are you game?" Akito asked "Your best friend Eriol can't join us since he has a girlfriend which is Sakura Kinomoto's best friend Tomoyo Daidouji" he paused for awhile "what's the deal Akito?" Syaoran said. "Whatever you want, as long as you this for us, so are you game in our gig?" Akito asked ones again. Syaoran just gave a simple nod. He followed Akito's gang to the male's bathroom.
"So here's the deal, if you do what we tell you now we do anything you want us to do, I know you don't take shit from no one but this is going to be fun" Akito laughed. "Yeah, yeah just get to the point Sakuragi"
"Be patient and we will soon reach our deal Li" Akito said "you will make Sakura Kinomoto fall in love with you, and when the day comes where in she confesses that she loves you, you will have to dump her" He continued. Syaoran gave a sarcastic laugh "Is that all Akito? Isn't that a bit east for me? You know me better than that!" he provoked. "That's not where it ends Li Syaoran; we will have to video tape the last part where in you will tell us when and where you are going to make her confess, The next day you will give her this tape" Akito showed the tape that he is holding "where in here is our conversation, our deal, you have to give this to her after the confirmation of her love, then the next day get Christine to be your girlfriend to hurt her more"
Syaoran went silence for a long time he was trying to process all that Akito had said to him before he put back his gazes at Akito "deal!" he said as he put his hand out to make a sealed deal. When Syaoran went out he met Sakura, and that's where the game begins!
End of flashback:
"Stop it!" Sakura shouted with tears falling from her eyes. She covered her ears and shook her head violently "I Said stop it! Get out! Out!" She said once more before standing up from her current place. She went near Syaoran and slapped him on his face. "I can't believe how pathetic I am!" She cried as she pulled Syaoran with all her might and pushed him out of her door.
Sakura moped to her bedroom and crooned to herself at the very corner of her room. She poured all her sorrows and pain that night. "You will pay, Li Syaoran, It was just a waste you were not able to see the real me" She said with livid anger in her tone. "You will pay!"
Sakura continued moping around her apartment for two weeks. Tomoyo tried to call her and talk to her with a more decent conversation but it always ended up with a wild cry of anguish of Sakura. Tomoyo would often visit her with Eriol whom kept saying 'sorry' for the behavior of his friend.
"I'm so sorry Sakura, I didn't know he would do such a thing" Eriol said with a frown written on his handsome face. He would stare at Sakura with such sadness and anger in his eyes. "It's okay Eriol-kun, It's not your fault, maybe because he has not seen the real me yet, the girl whom he always flirt with" Eriol gave a confuse look at Tomoyo "What does she mean?" Eriol asked.
Tomoyo bent her head down and focused her eyes at Sakura whose eyes are now puffy and red. Sakura nodded in agreement, it was finally the time. "You see…" Tomoyo started. "Sakura does not really need her eyeglasses" Tomoyo said. She stood up and walked to Sakura; she bent down and took her glasses of. Though this time it showed no sign of shining in it" Eriol stood there astounded at what he had discovered.
"I have finally decided to get my pretty little ass in school with the new me…"Sakura joked meekly, trying to convince herself that everything would turn out okay. Eriol and Tomoyo nodded signaling Sakura that they understand. "I suppose you would want me to keep this as a secret until you yourself would tell them?" Eriol asked with assurance in his voice. "Yes" Sakura smiled weakly. "I would love that"
Syaoran's point of view:
"Tsk, such a waste of time! Who needs a video of it, when you have the result" I said to Akito when I reported to him that I have finally accomplished the task. "Well I suppose you are correct there" Akito agreed. He left with his gang as I sat on the floor and tried to gather all the emotions I'm feeling now. I feel guilt, anger, sadness, and pain. Why do I feel so heavy? It's as if I have hurt someone really dear to me? I thought. It took me minutes to finally gather my courage to face what has already been done.
As I opened the door I heard many whispers and murmurs.
"Did you hear? We have a new student, they say she is pretty"
"No she isn't a new student! I heard it from my class" another said
"They say she has long auburn hair, and her eyes are emerald, though when you look at it, it held no emotions" a girl said telling it to her friends whom listed attentively to her rumors.
"YingFa" I whispered to myself. Could it be that she has finally moved to this school? "Hey honey bunny!" Christine greeted as she put her arms around my neck gently. "How's your day?" she asked. "I'm fine thank you, if you mind I have to go to my class" I said removing her arms away from my neck.
I walked to the noisy corridor not until the bell rang signaling the students that classes would start. I ran faster until I was right in front of classroom door. I opened it and saw the death glares Tomoyo and Eriol were giving me. I glared back at them and gave the 'Glare-all-you-want' look back at them. I sat quietly and peacefully when the door opened. And there she was…
"YingFa"
Sakura stood there looking at her surroundings. She was about to go to her seat when Ms. Miyuki called her attention. "And who might you be?" she asked. Sakura stooped and turned her eyes at her teacher "Pardon? You don't know me?" Sakura asked coldly.
"…" Sakura laughed at everyone's action.
Everyone was quiet except the three people who know Sakura. Tomoyo and Eriol who know she is Sakura. Syaoran the guy who only know Sakura by name but not the real HER. Tomoyo and Eriol laughed, and it caught everyone's attention to them. "Gomen sensei, but this girl is no other than Sakura Kinomoto" Eriol announced. Syaoran stood up with disbelief in his eyes; he turned pale and focused his eyes at Sakura. Sakura smirked at his reaction. "That's right darling, I'm Sakura not YingFa" Sakura said right in front of the whole class. She walked to her place which was beside Syaoran. She sat there without making a sound and without turning her gazes at him.
Sakura's point of view:
How it hurts, being hurt by the person you love, even when I said he has to pay for what he had done I can't let him do it. I thought but what if he says 'sorry' to me…would I forgive him? Or will I forever hold the grudge?
"If you are really Sakura you will forgive any person who committed you pain and suffering" Her mother ones said that to her. Maybe I should really forgive him…but it depends… I thought finally right after he explains that is, give me a good reason, Li Syaoran!
I can feel the uncomfortable shifting of Syaoran, and I was feeling kind of happy with that. I listened attentively to the teacher and waited patiently for the bell to ring. When it did I waited for Tomoyo and Eriol to come out of the room. "Well, well, well if it isn't our sleeping beauty…" Christine said with a smirk on her face. Her arms were hanging in Syaoran's neck poor guy I thought God! Can you imagine how good I' am? Feeling sorry for the guy who broke my heart! "Well you know what they say…Real beauty appears when the real beast appears…and did I mention that the beast is you?" I teased back. I felt a huge smile appear on my face when Christine turned red in anger and when I shifted my eyes I wanted to laugh at the sight of Syaoran getting throttled of Christine's arm. "Poor guy! Being throttled by the beast" I said with wicked laugh.
Syaoran laid himself on his bed. He gave loud sigh as he started to remember the things he had said to Sakura the night she said she loved him. He closed his eyes gently and gave another sigh, a sigh of defeat.
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And for the first time tears came streaming down his face. No wonder I felt so bad when I dumped her, no wonder I felt pain and sadness even if I had dumped many girls…
And I can't stand the pain
and I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
"Stop it!"
"I Said stop it! Get out! Out!"
"I can't believe how pathetic I am!" those words kept on repeating in Syaoran's mind.
"She practically begged me to stop and go out, and yet I sat there… watch her cry in despair… watch her get mad at herself for being so pathetic, pathetic for falling in love with me" Syaoran whispered. "And now? Who is pathetic now? I can now only blame myself… blame myself for not listening to what my heart was ordering me to listen"
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Syaoran went to school earlier, he was about to get his things from his locker when she heard a loud scream. He looked at the direction from where the sound came from only to see one person… "Sakura"
"Moe! That hurt!" Sakura said rubbing her butt "Why can't people mop the floor later or earlier!" she shouted. She turned her gaze to a hand who's trying to help her up. She looked up only to see those amber eyes she loved the most. Hesitantly she took his hands and dust her skirt "Thanks, but I could handle myself" Sakura said coldly. Syaoran nodded and stood there on her way. "Sakura?" Syaoran said. Should I say sorry?
Hah! Can't even say anything! Bet his pride been stopping him! Sakura thought "Hmmm?" I replied "what?'
"I just want to…" he said once again "Say… 'I'm sorry'"
Sakura laughed "How pathetic!"
"Why don't you start thinking of a good reason for me to forgive you Li-san" Sakura said as she walked past him.
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
Syaoran stood there, thinking of ways on how Sakura is going to forgive him. That's when he realized that everything is too late…his chance of being forgiven is on the verge of being erased forever in Sakura's heart.
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
Sakura stood there on her place, looking at Syaoran. She knew he was coming up with a reason, and if it is good enough for her she would welcome that reason with open arms and heart. "I will forgive you Syaoran, because I love you and because no matter what you will always be here…here in my heart" Sakura whispered.
Sakura sat on her usual place, beside Syaoran. He is awfully quiet. I looked at him and saw him seriously looking outside the window. I smiled weakly at the sight of him suffering from intense thinking on how to be forgiven.
ooooooooo
Syaoran looked out the window to find any sight of wonderful things; it might help him give lots of good reason to be finally forgiven. When something came into his mind…the only way to be forgiven now is to say things that are coming from his heart.
"Sakura!" Syaoran called when Sakura was about to stepped out of the school campus. Sakura turned her head and fixed her eyes only at Syaoran who by now is running towards her. "Syaoran honey, wait for me!" Christine called running after Syaoran with her stupid Droids following her. They look like bees! Sakura thought while giving a disgusted look at them. That immediately disappeared when Syaoran came face to face with her. He stopped right in front of her trying to catch his breathe. "Sak-ur-a" he called in between trying to catch air. "Why don't you compose yourself first…'Sakura advised calmly.
"Syaoran honey!" Christine called finally put in the scene. She put her arms around Syaoran's waist this time and gave m a huge smirk. "Come on! It's not worth talking to that girl!" Christine said. I put my gazes back at Syaoran who quiet at the moment.
I wanted to check what his reaction would be. He composed himself properly by standing straight. His face held no emotion at all. I watched his hands push Christine away "Leave me alone you Bitch!" (A/n: sorry…) I looked at Christine's traumatized face she turned pale "What was that for darling?" Christine asked
"Don't you dare call me darling and fuck off now with your stupid droids that keeps following you." Syaoran said with danger in his voice. Scared as they were they run away. I rolled my eyes, thanking God that finally the drama was over between both of them. Finally I knew this time it was my drama when Syaoran turned to me.
"Sakura, I'm sorry, I felt myself in a cage when I felt lots of emotions run trough me when I dumped you so harshly" Syaoran paused. "And for the first time I cried, Sakura you made me cry, and you were the only girl or person who made me do that" he paused ones again. "And I finally realized that I really loved you with all my heart, I know that you might not believe me nor forgive me but Sakura I really loved you" Syaoran ended. He looked up only to meet those watery emerald eyes that were filled with emotions and everything. Sakura sniffed before she had spoken "You know what? I have forgiven you a week ago! You idiot!" Sakura cried running towards Syaoran to give him a hug. Syaoran open his arms to catch her. "You are not pathetic you know, we both are" Sakura said. "I know…"Syaoran agreed as he caught Sakura's lip into his. They kissed passionately and long. Sakura placed her arms around his neck and her hands were shuffling Syaoran's messy brown hair. "I love you and that would be forever, it will never change my cherry blossom" Syaoran muttered while kissing.
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
"And I have forgiven you and will always will" Sakura muttered back.
"Ho, Ho, Ho" Tomoyo laughed. "For ones this is the best video taping I had ever done!" Tomoyo said to Eriol whom agreed to her with a fast nod and a big smile plastered on their faces.
Hey one more time! Do you guys want me to add an epilogue? Because if you guys don't want this would be the last chapter… thanks for all the people who reviewed you guys made me happy! Haha!
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