"Why I'm Me Is Cause Of You"

Chapter.o06 – "True Friend"

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A/N: Nihao everyone! Thanks so much for the reviews, they're all great! I'm very sorry for the short chapter before, it's just I thought that would have been a great place to leave a cliffhanger! Haha, but I promise I'll write longer from now on, well as long as I can think of something to write. Please keep all the reviews coming, the more I get from you the more I try harder to update everyday. And please if you think I'm a good writer or just like my stories add me to your favorite list. That'll really make me happy. So to move on, here's the next chapter, enjoy!

"I-I lost the baby."

Tomoyo looked up, "Wh-What?"

Sakura got up off of the bed and held her stomach as she walked over to the little window and gazed outside. Tears noticeably running down her cheeks. Tomoyo still on the bedside with her mouth wide open looked at the crying beauty, before once again asking, "What?"

"I-It's gone. The baby, it's not here no more. I lost it in that fight. They hit my stomach and I guess it couldn't take it and I lost it now."

Tomoyo hands covering her mouth gasped. "I had thought-that you had an abortion."

Sakura violently shook her head and turned around fiercely revealing her swollen eyes.

"Those bitches killed the baby! I thought that with a baby I could come back home! But, now without the baby I have nowhere else to go! My life is fucked up Tomoyo! So why do you try so fucken hard to prevent me from ending it all?!"

Tomoyo ranged with anger and her fist got tighter and started to shake. In one swift motion her fist became a normal hand and slapped against Sakura's face so hard it left sparks against it.

"You think your life is fucked up?! My dad died from being a drug-dealer when I was small, leaving me with the reputation of a bad ass girl. I lived up to that reputation from elementary school to junior high. My school kicked me out for that reputation leaving me nothing else to do but actually becoming a bad ass girl and gang member! My mom didn't and still doesn't give shit about me and my life! I had nowhere else to go either! But that didn't make me want to kill myself and run away from my problems like some damn baby I know!"

Sakura sat down next to Tomoyo and now both were seated again. Sakura grabbed Tomoyo's hand and nodded, a sign which ment for her to go on.

"I thought being a gangster ment more pain for me, but since it was the only thing I could do for a living for now I had no choice. But soon I realized the gang is almost like my family. No, even better. I love them, all of them. Because they're all I have left in my pathetic life."

Sakura listening made her think and she crying finally stopped.

"I love my gang, and that means you too Sakura. I don't want you to leave this world without knowing something as to what you can call love and family." Tomoyo finishing her sentence smiled and got up giving Sakura a hand, "So get off your sorry ass and listen to my advice."

Sakura wiping her tears and grinned as she took Tomoyo's hand. Today was the day she admitted everything out and she was glad. She knew now that she never had to hold anything inside of her ever again. She had made a friend she knew would always be there for her.

"Let's get you to the doctors."

Sakura blinked blankly, "Wh-Why?"

"To see if that baby of yours is really gone. You never know. Plus it must be causing you pains. You might need some medicine or that kind of crap."

"Are you sure I need medicine?"

"How the hell should I know I ain't no fucken doctor. If I were would I be in a gang right now?"

Tomoyo grinned teasingly at Sakura.

Sakura blurted out a load laugh and quickly followed Tomoyo who was heading out the door.

"Th-Thank you, for today and all."

Tomoyo nearly glanced back for a moment a smile across her face, "Think nothing of it, sis."

Sakura smiled, today she was going to start her life over. And find happiness just like Tomoyo.

"Hey wait up!" Sakura yelled realizing she was way behind and running down the hall.

'I love you so much ... sis.'

Meanwhile back at school.

"Misha, what the hell are you doing now?" Asked Shia as she peeked over to her friend.

"I'm white-outing Sakura's damn picture from my school yearbook."

"Damn, I had enough of that bitch. Just forget about her. We killed her fucking baby, isn't that enough for you guys?" Shia said getting annoyed.

"Hell no, I'll never rest until I see her dead and her blood on the floor." Misha yelled as she violently crossed Sakura's name with the white out pen.

"You guys don't know anything. That baby wasn't even loved by her. It didn't even hurt her to see it dead. We need to get her back for what she did." Rika finally looking up from her study book said and was now looking through the window.

"She really didn't do anything. She didn't even touch Ten, Kotarou or Daisuke."

"Yeah, plus how did you know she was pregnant?"

Rika slammed her fist on the table with rage, "That's none of your concern! She did way more to me than you guys could ever imagine!"

She walked over to the other window and stared blankly at the sky.

"I'll make her pay for what you did Sakura. I swear it."

A/N: Yay, done! How do you guys like this one? Isn't Tomoyo great! So happy Sakura decided to move on in life, neh? And damn the shadow was Rika! Haha, surprises surprises. More surprises to come! So keep reading and please review for me! That'll make me REALLY happy and make me want to update ASAP, he'heh. Oh, I'm sorry for not squeezing Syaoran in yet but his time will come he is second main character after all so don't worry! So review and wait for the next chapter! Updated soon I promise you! Take care! Byex3