I heard it. I heard it all and I couldn't believe it. Not only did she go out and be with him ALL DAMN NIGHT, but she kissed him too. Now she was going to be taken away from me forever. I heard another thing too: my heart break. I wanted to rip his head off and kick it around, but that would only put more salt in the wounds. I hate to say it, but Koga was right, I did treat Kagome like my own personal slave, and right now I would blame her for leaving me for him right now and never coming back.
"Listen Koga..I-I can't." she said to him backing away. I looked back at the scene before me, hopping they didn't see, hear or smell me.
"Why not Kagome? Is it Inuyasha?"
"No...it's just...I'm not...ready to mate...not quite yet. Not just with you... anyone. I'm still kinda young, and I don't want to make any real big life changing decision until Naraku is dead and gone. I'm sorry, please understand?" This made me glad but that last part stuck in my head for awhile. He walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her and nuzzled her head.
"That's alright Kagome...I understand." He cooed. It made me sick!
She turned around and embraced him around his waist. "Thanks Koga." Then she let go before he had a chance to hug her back. "So...thanks again, let's get back now. Okay?"
"Well what about your fire powers?" I saw Kagome go for her things against the well opening.
"Oh I'll have my friends help me, Inuyasha's kimono was made to withstand fire so I can practice with him!" She said all chipper.
"Gonna make a 'hot dog' huh?" Koga laughed. I really did hate that guy, "Okay well let me at least walk you go to your friends." Koga offered his hand to Kagome and she took it with no hesitation.
I knew this was my exit cue so I ran back to camp before they started. 'Not just with you anyone...' Why did she say that? What did she mean? Does she really want to be with Koga? My head started to hurt. I got back to camp and back in place I hopped on the roof of the hut and pretended to sleep
"Thanks for walking me back Koga...Shh. They're all still sleep." Kagome whispered. 'You wish I was sleep'
"Yea good night Kagome. I'll see you later, we must do this again sometime."
"Yea it was fun. Good night Koga thanks." I heard a dust fly and his wolf funk quickly disappeared. I was about to get up and talk to Kagome but she was already in the hut. 'I bet she's tired.' I thought jumping down and walking in the hut myself. "Hey you're back." I whispered
"Oh Hey Inuyasha. Did I wake you up?"
"Feh." Sitting against the wall. "No I was out for a walk." Hopping that I didn't say too much.
"Uh huh? So how was your evening? Ya know without me?"
'terrible' "Fine I was a lot quieter." I saw her put her head down in sadness. "But then again...it wasn't the same. Shippo missed you like crazy." She was getting into her 'sleep bag'
"Oh Yea? What about you?"
"Me what?"
"Did you miss me?"
"Feh! Do you have ask?"
"Well I missed you guys too."
We got quiet after that so assumed she went to sleep, I love to watch over and watch her sleep. It seems she's so happy when she's dreaming.
"Inuyasha?" she said quietly
"Huh?"
"Will you help me with my fire powers tomorrow?"
"Don't you mean later today?" I heard her snicker "Yeah sure Kagome...anything for you..." Now if THAT didn't get her I don't know what would.
It was morning and as usually I was the first one up. 'Damn sunlight' Or so I thought, wiping eyes. I looked over to where Kagome was sleeping. She was curled up in a little ball, like she was trying to get warm or something. I shook my head and walked out the hut. It was a very nice day today,
"Good Morning Inuyasha!" I heard from a distance, It was Kaede.
"Hey what are you doing up so early?" I asked
"This be the best time to gather fish. Would you like to help?"
Now normally I'd say 'hell no' but I felt I could use Kaede's help right now. "Sure why not. I ain't got nothing better to do." I was walking behind, like I always do out of respect. And for a couple of other reasons, One: I didn't know where we were going and two: I need to protect her in case stuff happens. "Kaede...?"
"Yes Inuyasha?"
"Can you tell me -er- never mind." She stopped and turned around at me.
"What's on your mind?"
"It's nothing never mind. (O.O) Forget I said anything!"
"Inuyasha it would maybe help if you talked to someone."
"ABOUT WHAT? What do you know?!"
"Nothing it seems that you want to talk, but you don't have the courage. I've always seen you as a son of mine Inuyasha, please tell what troubles you."
No one, besides my mom, has ever thought of my as a son before. I was happy. "Well it's Kagome...I think I have feelings for her, but-"
"But you don't know how to tell her?" I nodded "Inuyasha this is very common. Men usually take the woman far away, like in a private place, and tell them how they feel."
"Oh that doesn't seem too hard..."
"But in your case you need something tragic to happen to you or Kagome for you to reveal your feelings." (A/N:Kidding...GOSH!)
"That's simple Inuyasha ye just need to let Kagome know ye feel about her."
(anime drop and leg twitch) I know that ya old hag! The trouble is how!"
She fully turned around, "speak from the heart..."
"Yeah thanks..."I turned away.
"Inuyasha?"
"What?"
"From what you just told me, does that mean that you no longer have feelings for my sister Kikyou?"
"Kaede, Kikyou was my past and Kagome is my future. I will always love Kikyou, but she and I have two different destinies now." With that I left Kaede, she was close enough to the fishing spot to be okay. 'Kagome I love you!' No that won't work 'Hey wench come here' No that's stupid too! I got back in the front of the hut "Hey Kagome,"
"Yes?"
"Aah! Don't do that!"
"Do what? I just woke up!"
"You scared the crap out of me!"
"Oh sorry Inuyasha. What did you want?"
"Huh?"
"You called me a sec ago. What did you want?"
"Um... 'OK dummy here's your chance say it SAYIT!' I wanted to say...that...I...want you to hurry up and get dressed so we can go and train 'baka'