Chapter 8: In Your Arms

HILLARY'S PROV:

It started off like a normal day. I got out of bed and went inside the bathroom to get dresses and brushed my hair. When I came down I didn't see me dad anywhere. He must be with Ms. Kinomoto again. Man he is always spending time with her now. And he is never really home either not that I care. Still he should at least be home to cook food or something like that.

When I was about to head out the door the phone rang. I walked over to it and picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Hello dear."

"Grandma, how are you doing? How is my mom doing?" I asked her happily.

"That is what I wanted to talk to you about. Hillary your mom is…" my grandma's voice died down but seconds later I heard her cry. I began to worry.

"Grandma what is wrong?" my voice began to shack as I spoke.

"Honey, your mother died last night when she was driving. Some drunk driver crashed into hers and she, she died right after she got hit." My grandma began to cry harder.

My mom is …..dead? How why!

"Mom is dead?" I asked but I could have been barley heard.

"Yes. I'm so sorry you couldn't have spent more time with her."

Yeah I couldn't spend more time with her because of the stupid divorces and my dad! I was angry, sad, and even more sorry. I wasn't there for my mom! I wasn't there! My heart was in pain. I couldn't take it! IT WAS ALL DADS FAULT!

I hung up the phone and walked out the door for school. I let tears fall freely down my face. I cried until I got up to the school. I whipped them off and entered my classroom but only to be greeted my Lisa.

"Lisa I am not in the mood right now. Please just leave me alone." I asked her as nicely was possible. But no, she couldn't just leave me alone for just one freaking day.

"No. Why do you get to be with him? If you even dare kiss him in anyway you will pay." She said as she looked at me.

GOSH! When will she learn that HE AND I DON'T HAVE ANY FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER!

"LOOK! I DO NOT LIKE HIM! HE DOES NOT LIKE ME! SO GET THAT THREW YOUR STUPID HEAD OF YOUR AND BUZZ OFF YOU FREACKIN IDIOT!" I yelled. People in my classroom stared at us.

"What did you just say?" she asked my angrily.

"You heard my, I called you an idiot." I repeated my self.

"You will be sorry for calling me that. wait till your dad hears about this."

"I don't care what you tell him because he already thinks that I am the most worest daughter ever!" I answered her back while I walked away from her.

"So I guess he was right. You do act like your stupid mom."

I stopped. What did she say about my mom? No one dares go and say that about my mom when I don't even have a mom!

"NEVER CALL MY MOM STUPID EVER AGAIN YOU SLUT!" I yelled at her. I was on the verge of tears but I held them in. I would not let this stupid person see me cry and break down.

"SHUT UP!" she yelled.

"NEVER CALL ME THAT AGAIN!"

"Well I don't care. I will call you whatever I want to call you." I growled at her.

"You know what? Move out of here and go back and live with you idiot mom back in America! Maybe your dad would be finally be happy that his daughter is now back living with his stupid ex-wife he left behind." Lisa smirked.

"I SAID SHUT UP YOU !" I yelled at her. (sry I don't like saying bad words so you can tell what is right?)

Just then the teacher came in followed by Kai and the guys. They all stared at me and Lisa now red in the face form yelling at each other.

"What is going on here?" the teacher asked us.

"Nothing Mrs. Kino." We both answered and walked back to our seat. I slammed my books on my desk and sat down. My mind was going crazy. I had enough with Lisa.

"Hillary, are you okay?" Max asked me while he sat in front of me.

"I'm fine!" I snapped.

"Sorry." I apologized to Max. He was only worried about me and I go and yell at him. Well Lisa is right about one thing. I'm an idiot.

"It is okay Hillary." He smiled at me.

During school I couldn't concentrate on anything. My mind was going crazy. Can my life get any worse! During break and lunch I stayed in the girls bathroom and just sat in the stall room crying. People say that crying is the best thing to do when you are sad and it will help make you feel better. But they are wrong! I cried but I just feel the same. I feel sad and mad and everything.

When the school bell rang for the end of the class I ran out the classroom not wanting to talk to my friends.

I slowly walked inside my house expecting to be greeted my silence but I was wrong. I was greeted my dads yell.

"Hillary! Get in here right now!" my dad ordered.

I walked in the living room with a mad look in my face.

"What?" I asked rudely.

"What did I say about talking to me that way?" he looked at me.

"SORRY! GOD I KNOW ALREADY BUT RIGHT NOW I AM IN A BAD MOOD." I yelled at him. I slowly felt tears fall down my face.

"HILLARY DO NOT YELL AT ME!" my dad scolded at me. PSH! Why should I care. He was yelling at me right now!

"Why did you call Lisa a ?"

"Because she was making fun of mom!" I told him.

"Well you can't just yell at her for no reason at all!" my dad stated.

"OH REALLY DAD! YOU LET HER CALL MY MOM A STUPID, IDIOT PERSON?" I cried as I screamed at my dad.

"NO! BUT YOU SHOULD BE CALLING PEOPLE THAT NAME!" my dad walked closer to me. I wasn't scared. I just stood my ground.

"YES I COULD! MOM IS DEAD DAD! OR DID YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT THAT?" I shouted at him.

Then something happened. My dad slapped me hard in the face. Now, my faced was burning. Tears began to fall down faster.

"DON'T YOU DARE LIE ABOUT THAT! SHE IS NOT DEAD!" my dad roared at me.

"YES SHE IS! GRANDMA CALLED ME AND TOLD ME! SHE DIED LAST NIGHT!" I yelled at him.

"WHY WAS I NOT IN FORMED?"

"BECAUSE I KNEW YOU WOULDN'T CARE! YOU NEVER REALLY LOVED HER DID YOU?" I shouted at him

"DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT! I DO CARE!"

"OH YEAH? REALLY THEN WHY ARE YOU DATING THAT ONE CLOWN FACE WOMEN?"

"HER NAME IS MS. KINOMOTO!"

"I DON'T CARE! DAD YOU NEVER REALLY CARED ABOUT ME AND MOM! NOW MOM WILL…." I couldn't take it no more. I ran out of the house and slammed the door hard behind me.

I ran across the street to a house where I know I could at least have time to think.

I knocked on the door and Kai opened it.

"Hillary? Please come in." he opened the door and I walked in.

"Hillary why are you crying?" he looked at me with concern.

"Oh Kai!" I fell down onto the floor and cried. He slowly walked up to me and bends down. He slowly wrapped his arms around me and whispered into my ears,

"What is wrong." I cried on his chest.

"I can't take it any more! I just can't!" I sobbed. He just held me tighter and stayed quiet waiting for me to continue.

"It is all my dads fault! It is all his fault!"

"What is?" his voice was soft and had a hint of sadness in them.

"My mom died yesterday! She died! And I wasn't there to say how much I love her! if my dad didn't marry her and didn't have this stupid divorce, then maybe I could have told her!" I told him.

"Is that so." Kai sadly said.

"And today Lisa was making fun of my mom Kai! But my dad didn't care! He didn't care! He thinks that I'm a disgrace to the family! He thinks that I am stupid and I don't even try to make him happy but I do! I really do! I try everything I can but nothing is enough for him! Nothing!" I cried even harder into his chest.

"And my dad is dating someone when my mom is dead."

I sobbed. All the tears were falling nonstop. They just fell like a waterfall. All I wanted was just to get away from this pain! I don't want to deal with this no more! I had enough!

KAI'S PROV:

Hillary was in my arms crying her heart off and I don't know what to do. No one in my life ever came to me and cried on me.

When I see her like this it makes me feel sad for her. I don't want her to feel this way any longer. I hugged her tightly while I let her cry on my chest.

"I can't take it any longer." I heard her whisper.

"I know you can't but you will get over it. I am here for okay?" I whispered into her ears. I didn't get an answer but she just nodded.

"Thank you." She cried until she fell asleep on me. She must have tired her self out. I picked her up and carried her into my room where I laid her out on my bed.

She still had tears coming out of her eyes and her face was so calm. Still when she is awake she always have something in her eyes that seems to be sad. I saw some hair fall down her face and I brushed it off ever so slowly so that was would not wake her up.

I didn't know why but I just wanted to stare at her sleeping. She began to mumble something in her sleep but then slowly stopped. I grabbed a chair and put it near the bad and sat down. I took her hand and held it. It felt warm and smooth. I looked at her face again and smiled. Her face was very beautiful even if it has tears stain on it.

Then I pulled my hand away. What was I doing holding her hand? I do I even look at her more and why did I hold her close to me. Why did I feel like I just wanted to hold her in my arms forever. It must because she was my friend and she was hurt that's all. There is nothing else but that. I only felt that way because she is my friend. Or is it?

OKAY HOW DID YOU LIKE THAT? WAS IT GOOD BAD WHAT? LOL OH WELL…. DID I MAKE ANYONE FEEL SAD? OH WELL I TRIED DIDN'T I LOL! WELL I HOPE YOU LIKE IT. WELL ANYWAYS REVIEW!