Just so you know the story aint that serious. How did I think of a blender '. I'm sooo creative. Thank you Animefreak54! I always get a boost of self a steam went you review! On with story.

Normal POV

"What were you thinking!" Yuskae shouted at Kitty and Hiei. Hiei was up again, and not paying attention. Kitty was looking at the floor.

"Yuskae," Kurama interrupted.

"A blender! Why a blender!" He shouted.

"Maybe it was the shiny buttons" Kitty said sarcastically

"This is no time for joking Kitty!" Yuskae said getting mad at the remark. "You were supposed to be watching him! Not helping him! What where you thinking!"

"Exactly what he was thinking," said Kitty. Her attitude was getting him mad. Hiei was too busy concentrating on looking out the window. He was memorizing the colors of the car parked. 'Red, blue, white. Red, blue, white.'

"Hiei!" hearing his name got his attention, "Do you want to talk about it?" asked Yuskae.

Hiei just stared. Thinking of the first time he cut himself.

-Flash back- (Another thing from Cut which I don't own either.)

Hiei POV

I walked into Kitty's house for another pointless meeting. I went to the dining room to see if any one is there. All that was there were some ribbons and a craft knife. Then I placed the blade next to the skin on my arm. A tingle went across my scalp. The floor tipped up at me and my world spiraled away. Then I was on the ceiling looking down, waiting to see what would happen next. What happened next was that a perfect, straight line of blood bloomed from the edge of the blade. The fine grew into a crimson bubble that got bigger and bigger. I watched from above, waiting to see how big it would get before it would burst. When it did I felt satisfied. And then Exhausted. I never cut myself too deep, never enough to die. But enough too feel pain. Enough to feel the scream inside.

-End flash back-

Hiei recovering from his flash back said "I told you already. I don't care. You don't care. I don't care about pain. I want to hurt myself."

There was a moment of silence.

"But why?" asked Kuwabara.

"Wont you listening? I don't care," he said with empty eyes, "I don't care what happens to me. I gave up caring. I don't matter. I never have mattered. I never will"

"But I care," Kitty said looking at everyone, "We all care. And we want you to stop."

"I don't want to stop. I won't stop," Hiei said then he got so tired he slowly fell asleep.

Later-

"I wish he would stop," said Kitty, "Get any good advise?"

"Kind of," Kurama said.

"What did he mean by that though?" asked Kuwabara.

"He doesn't care, he thinks no one cares. He wont stop no matter what," said Yuskae looking at the ceiling.

"Kitty, do you know why he is doing this?" asked Kurama.

She paused a moment too long. "You know don't you!" Kuwabara yelled.

"Shhh," said Kurama, "you'll wake up Hiei."

"Tell us!" he said this time except quieter.

"No! I already told you what he was doing! I can't break another promise!" Kitty said crying.

"You have to tell, we could help him," Kurama said.

"No! I wont tell!" She said storming away

To be continued...

Sorry to cut it short I got homework to do. ALOT! O well ill update tomorrow. Depends on reviews. I think I spell Yuskae's name right/ stupid sister gave me the other way!