I am sooo tired of writing random things so if you voted for randomness you just wasted some of your life. Back to the other stuff. Unsuspecting twist? I knew it was coming. Of course I'm writing this story...
Hiei POV-
(Another part of a poem I wrote. Like it hate it. Your options don't really matter to me.)
I'm alone.
Always have been,
Always will be.
I'm like a dark room,
Lonely and empty
I'm hard to see.
I'm dark and unwelcoming.
Nobody wants me.
I don't care.
Never trust any one.
Not even your self.
You don't need friends.
Friends will only weaken you.
They will get in your way.
I'm alone and always will be.
Normal POV-
"Boring, gay stupid, wait... never mind thought that was something else," Kitty said. It was like any other day nothing on TV nothing going on. Hiei was still sleeping. Kitty feeling horrible because she thinks it is her fault for making him worse. Everyone else is gone. Except Kuwabara who got the wonderful experience of babysitting. Hiei sat up. He still looked dazed. Till Kitty filled him on what happened. With the others gone he would use this to his advantage. He pretends to back to sleep. With Kitty focusing only on the TV. Not even blinking and Kuwabara trying to open a Pringles thing. Hiei could easily leave. He went up to one of the guest bathrooms.
Hiei POV-
Those humans are completely stupid. If they cared so much they should be paying more attention. But I don't care. I'll use this to my advantage. I pulled out a pocketknife out of my shoe. I always kept one in there just in case something came up. I ran out of space on my arms. I don't matter anyways. I put the blade up a little away from left my eye and cut a line half way to my ear. Then I did the same to the other. I ran the small blade down the palm of my right hand. Feeling the blood trickle down my face and it slowly moving off my palm to the floor. I'll fix that later. I cut the backside of my ears and then reopened my other cuts on my arms. Every single one of them. I watched the blood I couldn't take my eyes of it. Nothing mattered to me. Especially me. I don't care. I fixed up my arm and cleaned the floor. There was nothing I could do about my eyes and ears. If they found out I won't care. Let them find out. Let them care. I wont change my mind.
Normal POV-
"Ok Hiei," Yusuke said, "We're serious now. Can't you forget about your past?"
"You can never forget. No matter what. Your past makes you who you are. And I am no one. My past doesn't matter like I don't matter," Hiei said never changing his expression.
"Ok you can think that if you want, but just stop saying it," Yusuke said, "Your making Kitty go crazy and the rest of are having a hard time with this too. Can you please stop."
"It's not my fault you chose to care. You didn't have to. You still don't have to. You chose to worry," Hiei said. He got up and walked away.
"This is going to be very difficult," Yusuke muttered to himself.
Kayko's POV-
I finally caught on to what was going on. I know Hiei is well.. Let's say anti social, but I still care about him. I know this is hard on everyone especially him self. I want to find to help him but if he wont listens to his teammates I don't know who would listen to. But I know we can't give up hope. I wonder where Pu went?
Hiei POV-
I want to stop a little. But I can't. There's too much that time cannot erase. I have to keep doing this. None can help me. Nothing matters. I live in my own world. Alone. I don't want anyone. I'm the forbidden child. I am no one. I don't matter. I don't really exist. I am a shadow. I am a slave to everyone. I try so hard to tell my self that's not true. But I can't change who I am. I can't change my past. They try to help me but they cant. They say they can help me. But can they save me from myself?
Kitty POV-
Are we really alone in this world? Do our lives really matter? Nothing seems to be the same any more. My world has been turned around. Nothing is the same ant more.
Kuwabara POV-
I'm going to talk to shorty again. At least try to. I found him in the living room staring out a window. "Shorty," I said. He made no notice of me being there. He just stared out the window. "Ok listen up. I order you to stop this all now!" I said. That should do it. Hopefully. Nothing. He did nothing just stared out the window. He didn't even blink. He didn't even comment back. He just ignored me.
"Ok, I know you are ignoring me but listen," I said again. At least this time he looked at me. "You have to stop this now. Even if you don't want to. You have to. For the rest of us."
He just stared. It wasn't like his other stars. He wasn't mad. He looked almost dead. His eyes were like black hole, even though they are red, but you know what I mean. I could tell he didn't care. He wouldn't stop. He won't listen to any one. "I know you can't stop," I said nervously, "You can't stop, even if you wanted to. No matter how bad it gets."
He nodded. He didn't care. He really didn't care what happened to him. I never thought of shorty that way. I always thought he was kind of weird. But I felt sorry for him. I don't really know why but I didn't like him hurting himself. I wasn't going to give up. I have to find a way.
Hiei POV-
Nice try fool. But it will take more than that to help me. Way more. Better Luck next time.
That's all for now. Will they help Hiei? Will they find Pu? Will Kitty find a TV channel? Update later when I feel like it.