Hiei's Little Problems Chapter 16: I dont care, a yu yu hakusho fanfic

Sorry I wont be able to update a lot. I'm having school problems, friend problems, and extremely bad emotional problems. So what ever.

"Ok Hiei," Kitty said, "we're alone, so I can do some work."

Hiei watched her with half interest. She hasn't tried anything yet. He wondered what he was up against. 'This is wasting my time,' he thought. She led him into the bathroom. She took out a hand mirror. "Ok," she said holding it up to him, "What do you think when you see yourself?"

He stared. Kitty hoped her plan would work. He didn't do anything. He slowly moved his right hand into a fist, and punched the mirror. Kitty jumped back. "Oh my God! Are you ok?" she asked nervously. He was either stunned or didn't know what to do. He looked at his him. It was covered on crimson blood. Slowly dripping onto the floor. His world swirled around him. Everything turned red. He fell to his knees. Kitty ran to get someone.

She came back in a few seconds with Yusuke. "Hiei, you ok?" he asked bending down to the floor so her was at eye level with him. Hiei just stared at his hand. Like he couldn't take his eyes off it. Yusuke cleaned it up and wrapped it up with bandages. "Are you going to be ok?" He asked pulling Hiei up.

Hiei POV-

Why did Kitty show me that? What was she thinking? I hate myself. She didn't help. I just hate myself more. They all should give up. It's to late for me. They don't know why I had to do this. Once I did it once, I couldn't stop. I have to do it again, and again, and again....

Kuwabara POV-

Going to take another crack at fixing shorty. This better work. We're now in the sitting room. "Ok shorty lets make this quick. You don't want to do this. Lets get it over with."

"Fine then," he said, "I hate myself. Always have always will. I dint care neither should you."

"Ok.. But why do you do that to yourself?"

"I don't know why. I just have to. Sometimes o don't want to but I think I have to. It's kind of a high. I can't stop not matter what. I'm almost obsessed with cutting myself."

I didn't know what to think. This is hard for me. I don't know why. It just is. I hate hearing him talk like this. "But why?" I asked again.

"I don't care."

"We care."

"I don't. I'm alone. I don't need anyone. No one cared before I don't know why you care now."

Hiei POV-

Cut I hate myself

Cut I am no one

Kuwabara POV-

What shorty said made me feel bad. I cant cal him shorty anymore without tearing up inside. I always thought he was different, but I didn't think he hated himself. I don't know why he does. He's ok. I wish he would stop cutting himself and start eating again. We might not be that close but I do care about him. I mean we are teammates. We are Kind of friends. He avoids every one most of the time. I wish I knew why. I hate myself for saying that stuff to him. It could have been destroying himself from the inside. I have to report what shorty, I mean Hiei said.

Hiei POV-

Cut I hate myself

Cut I am no one

That's all for now. I got problems to solve. Things to do. Things you don't need to know about. Expect this story to get more depressing. I'm not in the mood for happy time. I never am anymore. I'll try it make it more depressing for those who like that kind of story. CIA whatever review.