I love to write so I'll update. I'm not very good at it though. I have to concentrate in school though later on. I'm failing math and science. And my math teacher and one of my old teachers live across the street 'Lucky me!' On with the story.
Hiei POV-
I know they are always watching me. They don't trust me. I don't trust me. They try to cheer me up. It won't work. I'm pasted being cheered up. I can feel their eyes. They feel sorry for me. I don't. They want to help. I don't want help. They want me to smile. I won't smile. I don't smile. I can't smile. I don't know the meaning of smiling. Smiling only hides what's wrong. They don't bug people who smile. They are all happy. They don't know what its like to be me. They don't want to know. Our actions can change everything. But they can't change how you really feel. They change how you look on the outside, not the inside. I can pretend there is nothing wrong when something really is. I can't smile. It's too late for smiling. I have nothing to smile about.
I tried to sleep tonight. But I cant. I move uneasily. I can hear Kurama's footsteps in the hall. They come closer. I can't stay in a room by myself at night. I'm stuck in here with the fool. They take turns patrolling the halls to make sure I don't leave. But they don't know what I have hidden in hear. I try to get up, but I cant. I want to but I don't have the energy. I have this weird feeling. I feel sick. Like there is something inside me. It won't leave. I get dizzy. I coughed up some blood. I had this feelingly like I have been running for many miles. My sides hurt. My throat feels like its closing up. My left foot feel has a sharp pain in it. My hands are ice cold.
"Hiei you of?" Kuwabara said getting up. I shale my head. I coughed again. More blood. "I'm going to get someone," he said getting up quickly. I try to stop coughing, but I cant. My symptoms get worse. I can feel my energy draining from me. I just lay there. I'm not even going to try to get up.
"Hiei!" Kurama says rushing in with Yusuke and Kuwabara closely behind him. "Are you ok?" I shake my head. "Ok tell me what's wrong." I tell him how I feel.
"Ok I'll look threw my medical book and see if I can find anything," he said.
"You two," he said pointing the two, "make sure he doesn't fall asleep. If he does he might never wake up."
He left to get his medical book, while I tried to stay awake. Those two watched me. They looked worried.
That's all for now. Will Hiei get better? Will he die or get better? Think what you want but his fate is in my hands. Thanks for the reviews I'll write whenever I have the chance. Sorry it was so short.