My friend problem is over. I just ignored her till she cracked. I didn't have to say I was sorry. I didn't do anything. I never say sorry, even if I was wrong. I keep quiet till they crack. That's enough about me. Back to the story.
Kitty POV-
Everything you do can change your future every step you take. Every breath you breathe. Forget about your past. Find a dream and stick to it. You have to trust your instincts. Trust yourself. Every moment of your life counts. When you feel down and low, trust yourself. You can't hide forever. Let go of yesterday. Every moment can change your life.
Hiei POV-
I can't take it any more. It's so hard being I. Living in a shadow. Once you live in one, it's hard to leave. I feel sick. I can't take it any more. What's taking Kurama so long? I heard the door open. Kurama came in carrying a book. "I can fix this quick. The antidote is simple," He said with a smile. That made everyone else smile. But not me, I don't smile. "But if I don't hurry he could die," he added. I hope he takes his time. I don't care any more. What happens happens and there is nothing you cant changes that.
The next morning normal POV-
(Kitty- light purple hair. Army pant, whit shirt, jean jacket.)
"Some people say a jar is either half full or half empty. I say you care just drink it. It all ends up the same in the end," Kitty said. They all stared at her in an awkward silence.
"So what's up?" she asked. "I heard you guys up last night."
"Nothing much," Yusuke said casually, "Hiei just came to a near death."
"Oh," she said drinking orange juice, when she realizes what he said she spit it out right in Kuwabara's face. "What the hell! Why didn't you wake me up? God you people don't tell me any thing!"
"We didn't have time to wake you up," Kuwabara said whipping off the juice.
"Whatever, I'm going to try to make Hiei eat today," she said, "We only have tried to stop him from cutting himself."
She went over to the cupboards and pulled out some peanut butter. She opened it held it up close to Hiei's face. "Look at the peanut butter Hiei," she said, "It's so shiny." She spaced out looking at the peanut butter. He looked at her. 'What the hell is she talking about. I'm not going to eat that. I don't want.'
"Kitty," Yusuke said snapping his fingers in her face, "Hello."
She came to her senses. "Oh sorry. Shinny things make me space out."
"I think he was going to eat it," Yusuke said sarcastically.
"Really you think so?" asked Kuwabara.
"Cant you tell when some ones sarcastic?" Kitty asked rolling her eyes. "He wasn't even close."
Kuwabara POV-
Shorty scared me last night. I really thought he was going to die. I think he wanted to. I hate orange juice.
Hiei POV-
Cut I will no happy ending
Cut my memories are best forgotten
Cut they say I'm being difficult
Cut they think they know me
Cut they don't know any thing
Cut every time I try I fall
Cut I am nothing
Cut there is just too much that time cannot erase
Cut I will not have a happy ending
Normal POV-
"I think if we try to convince him we care about him he will listen to us," Kayko said.
They go bring Hiei into the living room.
"Hiei did you ever know that you are my hero," Kitty sang. Yusuke, Shizuru, and Kuwabara started to laugh hysterically.
Hiei looked both confused. "Say that again and I'll kill you," he said. Everyone stopped laughing. It's not funny when Hiei says he'll kill someone.
"Ok. I think we made him mad enough. Let's try some other time," Yusuke said. They all nodded.
Kitty POV-
You always seemed like a hero to me. Like an older brother. All of you were. But Kuwabara was more like an older sister. I'm trying to help you. I think you have been alone for so long you forgot what's its like to care.
Hiei POV-
I'm power less against myself. I've fallen so much. I'm lost in darkness. No one can help me. They don't know how I feel. I can't go back. I don't know the meaning the meaning of perfect. I can't find a color. I'm black. Dark and full of hate. Different does feel any different then the same. I don't feel any thing any more. My scenes have gone numb. I want to go away. You cant see into my eyes. I'm living in my cold world. I'm dead in the inside. You might think I'm awake. Save me from the nothing I have become. I cant breath from where I am. Wake me up. I don't care who does. I lost myself in my darkness of my heart. Frozen inside. No one can save me no matter how they try. I can't open my eyes. I have been lining in a nightmare. I can't wake up. I can't let any one in. I can't show any weakness. Even if it means destroying y self form the inside out. I can't trust anyone.
Sorry to cut it short. I have stuff to do. Sorry I can't write. Review whatever.