I hate my self I hate my self I hate myself I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self
I fail at everything I do. I hate my self I hate my self I hate myself I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self. I hate my self I hate my self I hate myself I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self. I hate my self I hate my self I hate myself I hate my self I hate my self I hate my self Just so you know that wasn't part of the story. That is what I think everyday.
Normal POV-
They were all gathered in the Kitty's living room watching T.V. Hiei was barely staying awake. Kitty eyes never left the T.V. except every once in awhile to check on Hiei. They were all listening to a case on court TV. (Possibly my favorite channel) During a commercial, they always talked. Except Hiei. He avoided talking to others. It was just a waste of time.
"Hiei"
He looked up surprised to here be name. He tried to focus.
"Hiei," Yusuke said again. Hiei raised an eyebrow partly to show he was listening. "What do you regret doing most?" he asked.
"Do I have to answer this?"
"Yes."
Hiei rolled his eyes and thought for a second. "Ever being born." He said. Everyone else just stared at him. "Can I go asleep now?" he asked irritated.
"Sure," Kurama said with a sad smile. He went to sleep almost instantly. They all looked at each other then went back to focusing on the TV. But they were hardly paying any attention. Kitty looked Hiei sleeping on the couch and she almost started to cry, but she stopped her self. She turned back to the TV.
I'm cutting it short. I haven't been feeling well all week. My head hurts. I feel like I'm going to throw up, and I'm dizzy and tired all the time. Of course only you people who are reading this knows. I haven't told any one. And I'm not going to. Has any one ever told you that they wished they weren't born? It is a weird feeling. And if you haven't then I haven't talked to you yet. All up there at the top was true about me. It's not like people help. I miss one pass in gym when we were playing football and they get mad. It wasn't even my fault. Some one backed into me and knocked me down. I think that everyday. I know its true. Every time I do something I screw it up. So you people are the only ones who know this. My family doesn't know, the people at my school don't know. Welcome to my life.