Do I feel better? Not much. But do I care. Let me think. No. But this story isn't about me. So on with the story...
Hiei POV-
They all have tried. They all have failed. They say they want to help. But do they really? Can they? No one can help me. There is nothing to help. I am nothing. Just a shadow to everything. A slave with no will. I am meant to serve and nothing more. I am powerless. I am one color. Stuck in the bottom. Feeling no pain. I'm alone. I'm cold. Just a shadow and nothing more.
Kitty POV-
How can you help some one that doesn't want to be helped? He thinks no one cares. I care though. Only if he could notice that this wouldn't be happening. I'm supposed to help him. That's what friends are for.
Normal POV at temple-
"Ok shorty you have to crack some time," Kuwabara said. Once again they were trying to help Hiei. But failing miserably. He wouldn't talk or move. He just stared at them all. And they stared back.
Hiei POV-
This is wasting their time. I wont give in. They can't help. No one can help me. This is pointless. Life is pointless. Every second they waste there lives trying to help. I wasn't meant to be helped. I'm a shadow. A dark reflection of life. I was never wanted. That's why I'm the forbidden child. I was an accident. I still am. I will remain in the shadows for the rest of my life.
Kitty POV-
(Humming jeopardy song)
This is so boring. Why isn't any one talking? Why don't they tell me anything?
"God Kitty quit humming," Yusuke said annoyed. I stopped. "Oh God I forgot my cell phone I have to call my mom." I dashed out the door and went home.
30 mins later-
I'm talking on my cell phone to my mom while running up the temple steps.
"No mom, yes mom. I wont forget. I don't care. Hello no I don't still like barney! Sorry I'll watch my langue," I said. The next thing I know I ran into the wall of the temple and fell. The rest of the team came out and shook their heads. "No mom I didn't run into another door. It was a wall." I said rolling my eyes, "Ok bye."
I hung up the phone. They were all staring at me. "What?" I said. Then Yusuke and Kuwabara started laughing. I slugged them overt heir heads. "Shut up. So I run into doors every once in awhile."
"Every once in awhile?" Kurama questioned.
"Ok so frequently," I said.
"That explains a lot," Hiei mumbled.
"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked.
"Now we know why you are so slow," He said. Yusuke and Kuwabara were laughing hysterically. I laughed a little. I can take a joke. And Kurama smiled.
"So I'm slow but I'm dam proud of it," I said. My remark made Hiei smirk. At least I got him to smirk. He hasn't even done that in awhile. I miss the way things used to be.
That's all for now. Got things to do. I'm going to watch the exorcist. I never get scared though. I always laugh. I don't know why though. I'll be updating while watching so whatever...