Will you forgive me?
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"I never figured you for the kiss and run kind of guy." Sam said as Jason stopped and turned around to look at the love of his life.
"It's business." Jason said stopping and turning he looked at his woman.
"Would you miss something important if you kissed me goodbye?"
Jason walked over to her and bent down and kissed her soft lips as their kisses lingered between them, he didn't ever want to stop but knew he had to.
"Just don't wait for me." He said running his handover her hair, memorizing the feel of it underneath his hands as she looked up at him as their gaze met and held.
Jason walked into the PCPD on a mission to save Michael. But in the back of his mind wishing he didn't have to do this. Between doing what he thought to be right and the memory of her looking at him as he walked out the door his heart was breaking in two. Who knows how long he would have to serve in prison or if he would ever see her again, to feel her touch, to lay next to her as she slept, to never experience having a family with the one woman in his life that he had made the promise to that would now be broken, the one woman who mattered to him more than life itself. Would she understand? Closing his eyes he tried to shut her out, but the more he did the memories of her, memories of her pregnant and losing the baby, of Christmas, New Years, Emily's Wedding, and on the roof when she made sure he knew how she felt about him, because on that night like tonight, she was the only thing that mattered, but he also had a loyalty to Sonny that overrode his obligations to Sam. Protecting Carly and the boys from anything was the price he had to pay with the promise he made so long ago. The night that he told Sam that he wanted her even if it meant he had everything to lose was hitting home as his heart was literally breaking in two for the woman who had come to mean everything to him in his life.
"What can I do for you Jason" Mack asked
"I need a moment of your time." He said walking into interrogation room with him. " I know who killed AJ." He said as Mack looked at him.
"Do you need your lawyer Jason?"
"No, I am ready to make a full confession."
Sam woke up to the pounding on the door.
"Hold on." Sam yelled
"Sam!" Carly yelled
Clutching the blanket close to her she walked over to the door and opened it.
"What?"
"It's Jason, he turned himself in for murdering AJ."
"What?" She said out loud and she knew why he had been acting so strange tonight. He was telling her goodbye because he couldn't bring himself to say it to her.
"No." She said as tears slid down her face...