Chapter 6: Inuyasha's reason

Authors Note: Coolgirl, I will except more challenges, and I'm sorry for not updating as fast, I'm trying to get all my stories updated, and balance it out and I don't have all the time on my hands until the weekends that's when I get most of my stories updated and I apologize for not being able to update quite so fast. I'll try harder. My apologies Read and Review

Kikyou woke the next morning well almost morning, it was around 11:30 going on 12. 'I doubt she'll be up but I can atleast leave a message' Kikyou thought as she looked over at Sesshomau, he was still sleeping so she quietly left the room.

"I'll give Momma a call to let her know where I am" She said as she turned down the corridor, inserting 50 cents into the machine and dialing the number as she waited for someone to pick up.

"Hello?"

"Kagome put mom on the phone"

There was a small scuffle as Kikyou's mom's voice filled the phone.

"Honey, where are you?"

"I'm at the hospital my friend got hurt…"

"Inuyasha's been looking for you"

"He has, he's told me repeatedly to tell you he was sorry and to have you call him back"

"Really?"

"He called about every half hour, did you to get into a fight?"

"Kind of, look Mom I have to go, I'll see you around lunch okay?"

"Okay, I love you"

"Love ya too"

Kikyou sighed, "I wonder where me and Inuyasha are if were really…over."

Inuyasha's Pov

I've called her, 53 times. My brother's not home still, I can't believe I stabbed him. What is wrong with me? Just to see him with her, I was enraged…

I stood slightly shaking my head, the house was dark, I opened the door and walked into Sesshomaru's room blood on the floor. It was ugly now, not running like before but more dried to the floor.

It was bad in away but the room relaxed me. I took a seat on Sesshomaru's bed, closing my eyes as I took a deep breath taking in the scents of the room. I could smell Sesshomaru's blood it was strong a strong metallic smell, but even so I could smell Kikyou's smell. Everybody had a smell but none of them appealed to me as much as Kikyou's did, it was that wonderful smell before and after the rain, that pure effect that made your heart light. Just like Kikyou did.

I loved her. I wish I had realized it sooner, I had never told her even though she always told me, I never once told her I loved her, I just wasn't sure and I didn't want to lead her on that…I did but I guess I never realized how much I did. I opened my eyes, the image of her in front of me; I reached to touch it, my hand falling limp to my side.

I was afraid to touch her; I didn't want to mix my scent with hers. Kikyou was pure she was a great person, I was a mutt, a lowlife, I didn't deserve the air I breathed. I knew it, everyone did, and maybe it was because I was an orphan…that's probably why. But Kikyou knew and she never treated me different, she never loved me any less. All my life, I couldn't help it, those cruel words, I didn't want to touch her and defile her not with my tainted body.

It was innocence at first, with me and Kagome. Kagome asked me over to wait for Kikyou at her house, and I did. I knew she was as defiled as I was, it took her several tries to convince me to it, but I did none the less. I wanted Kikyou but I knew Kagome was as defiled as I was, she knew it too. She took advantage right away, she wasn't bad looking, I knew but she was pale in Kikyou's beauty. Kikyou wasn't just hot, she was beautiful.

I tumbled off the bed to my knees; I banged my fist into the carpet. I couldn't stand it, my acts were stupid, I could see my hand turning red but I didn't care, I couldn't help it. I had ruined everything, any future I could have had, I ruined my one chance to be happy.

I stood now slowly wiping the wet from my eyes, No… I wouldn't cry. I had to think, I am going to do anything and everything I can to get her back.

You'll be mine Kikyou. I tried to feel confident but my heart sunk lower, how could she love me after that?

Bring

The phone rang; I decided to ignore it as I walked back into my room. It kept ringing as I looked at it from my bed. I sighed as I picked it up annoyed trying to keep the anger from my voice, just incase it was Kikyou.

"Inuyasha?"

"Kagome" I growled I could help it, she wouldn't trick me this time, she wasn't going to ruin anything else. "What do you want?"

"Um…I take it that you don't wanna you know…"

"You slut!" I almost screamed, she wanted it again…? What the hell was wrong with her?

Kagome paused and almost laughed. "Well you didn't think I was serious with you, did you? Even though you're the best guy I've ever messed with"

"Of course not, you tricked me"

"No…I manipulated you"

"You have 5 seconds."

"I want your friend's number"

"Who?" My voice surprisingly wasn't angry it was more urgent; I just wanted her gone…

She paused again before answering "I think his names Kouga"

"Oh, 444-282-7679" ((A/N: I don't know a Japanese number and I don't know if there's such a number like that but in my story there is, call it I dare you! Lol ((don't)) ))

"Thanks, oh and if you ever…"

"Goodbye Kagome" I said slaming the phone on the hook as I pressed the palms of the hands into my face. "Tomorrow should be interesting…" I muttered to myself as I fell back on my bed.

Sango held Miroku in her arms, they both had fallen asleep on the couch, and Sango had just woken up. It was now around 12, Sango smiled as she ran her hand through Miroku's hair. It was hard to believe she was so upset about it when he was suffering as well, 'I should have known…that he didn't mean anything' Sango thought smiling weakly as Miroku turned slightly looking up at her. "It's good to be in your arms"

"It's great to not have you in another bitches" Sango smiled jokingly as Miroku frowned his violet eyes darkening.

"You're not a bitch" He said coldly causing Sango to shiver a bit, her arms wrapping around him tighter.

"I can be"

"It doesn't matter your mine" He said confidently, "I love you"

Sango smiled slightly, "I love you too" the words seemed to flow so easily with them, each word having so much meaning. "Do you think we'll always be together Miroku?" Miroku looked up at her tiredly, "Of course, having second thoughts?" he questioned, Sango shaking her head quickly. "No of course not…I love being with you" She whispered as she kissed him on the cheek.

"Get your sleep Sango, we have school tomorrow."

"You too you big perv" Sango said laughing slightly as he smiled widely.

"Don't encourage me"

Sango laughed kissing him slightly. "Go to sleep"

Miroku nodded stiffing a yawn, "Everything will go back to normal tomorrow…"

Sango nodded as she closed her eyes drifting into a silent sleep.

Authors Note: Boy Sango and Miroku are wrong ya think?

Next Chapter: To win her heart