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Sam sat crouched in front of the toilet throwing up; in between the tears and the constant heartache she had found out what she knew to be the truth. She was just a few weeks pregnant and it most likely resulted from the last time she and Jason were together. The last time she had seen him was when she gave him back the necklace. She had become beyond bitter and hurt and now this. The child that she and Jason wanted so badly was now going to have no father in his or her life, well at least not the father that she had planned on.

"Jason, how are you doing?" Carly asked him.

"Fine." He said.

"Jason what is going on with you, I have never seen you like this."

"Have you seen or heard anything from Sam?"

"No." She said, "She's not important."

"Who the hell do you think you are?"

" The woman who loves you who always has."

"No, you're not. Maybe the woman who loves knowing that I am there to clean up your messes, but definitely not the one who loves me..." He said his voice trailing off. He was worried sick about Sam, something was up with her and he knew it. She hadn't come back to see him since the day he last saw her when she returned the necklace. The pain was unbearable.

"Is she still living at the penthouse?"

"No, she's been gone for weeks Jason. She doesn't deserve you and you don't need that kind of bullshit in your life."

"What the hell did you do to her?"

"Nothing, I just told her that you had no need for her and that she would be in the way, and that I was first and she never would be."

"You selfish witch, who the hell gave you the right?

"You did, when you promised to take care of me and the boys."

"I want to see Sonny now." He yelled at her.

"What so you can ask him about Sam."

"What the hell is it to you? Send him in here now; I have nothing more to say to you."

"Come on Jason..."

"Get out of here now!" He screamed at her.

"Fine, you know she told me to stay away from you, that you had her heart and she had yours, she forbade me to come to see you that first night you were in here. She literally had Mack toss me out of the PCPD. She can rot in hell."

Jason looked at her and seethed with anger. "You listen to me and you listen good. Sam had every right to do what she did to you, and I applaud her, I broke her heart. From here on out don't come to see me. You and I are through. I have given up everything for you and you still cannot treat me or her with respect. I will always love those boys. No more best friend bull no more crap, you have a problem you seek out Sonny's help, he's your husband. As for me, I am sorry that I ever laid eyes on you."

"Jason, you don't mean that, after all that we have been through?" She said rubbing her head and looking at him.

Sam walked back over to the bed and lay down on it and wondered about her future. The tears had all been cried out. She had the money from Jason's drawer but it was quickly dwindling away. Dr. Meadows to her that she had to avoid stress at all costs, funny but that was going to be just a hard thing to do right about now. She couldn't bring herself to think of Jason, she had become so hurt and that hurt turned to the most unbearable pain that she had ever felt. Losing Lila couldn't compare. He had made broken to promises to her and she never wanted to see him again. As far as she was concerned he didn't deserve to ever know where she was or about this baby, he clearly had shown her where his loyalties were.

"Have you seen Sam?" He asked Sonny.

"No, she's gone... Last I saw of her was when she dropped off the key to your place.

"Sonny, I need you to find her, Get Stan and Max on it."

"Why?"

"How dare you even have to ask me that." Jason looked at him. "You know how much she means to me."

"Well, it's like you are here, you have no more ties with her now."

"After all the sacrifices that I have made for you how I have put my life on the line time and time again. I am in love with Sam, and I need to know what happened to her, and where she is."

"Fine. I will get Max on it." He said.

"You know what Sonny, never once have you told me thank you for anything I have done for you, ever. If and when I ever get out of here, I am no longer working for you."

"I own you Jason."

"That's what you think. You better find out where she is and what she is up to, or I will be letting the authorities know exactly what happened to AJ."

"You wouldn't dare."

"Try me. It's not worth the heartache that I am experiencing for Sam."

"She's worthless Jason."

"Well, that might be how you think about her, but to me she is everything. You never deserved her, ever. And it was by a pure blessing that she came into my life she has literally saved me from myself, I want her found and I know you better find her."

"So you would turn yourself in and let them know the truth that Michael killed AJ?

Fine father you turned out to be."

"I am not his father according to you Sonny, it's all about you being his father and belittling me every step of the way. I had that little boy and he was mine, you sleep with Carly one night and all of a sudden you think you own him. You stole him from me."

"That's enough!" Sonny yelled.

"Unless you have information on Sam, I don't want to see you again."