I think I'll update. Today has been a mildly interesting day. We played football in gym. Two hand touch. And when I caught a touch down pass, (I know I can believe it either) this girl in my class, Lytina, tackled me (even though it was two hand touch and knocked me over.) Causing me to land on the track, scraping my arm badly, causing it to bleed, and she was still on me. So I got mad cause only I can make me bleed and no one else. So I go up I punched her in the stomach. Did I surprise peoples? Yes. Did I get in trouble? Hell no! I can get away with almost anything. She's lucky we go to a catholic school cause I would have done much worse. I have some anger problems.... So any ways this could affect my writing...

Hiei POV-

Another lecture. Another waste of time. Just the fool and me. Let's make this interesting.

"My god wont you listen!" He said, "What the hell is wrong with you?"

I only smirked. He started to shake with anger. "God just tell me!" I rolled my eyes. "Tell me!" I smiled an evil smile. Does he really think I'll tell? If he does he's stupider than I thought. This time he got angrier. I knew I was pushing my limits. Should I stop? Hell no. "This is the final time! Tell me now!" I shook my head. This time he got madder. He through his fist at me. I knew it was coming. But I didn't move I stood there. He hit me in the eye. He punched me over and over again. It didn't hurt. Nothing hurts anymore. When he stopped he said, "Now will you tell me?" I shook my head with a smirk. He repeated it. I didn't care. Less work for me to do. He came back to his scenes. "Oh my god," he said falling to his knees. I just stared at him. "What are the others going to say?

Later that night-

"Hiei what happened to you?" Yusuke asked curiously. "Who did this?" He stared at me. My arms were bruised, I had a black eye. I knew what I had to do.

"I did," I said flatly, "Who else do you think would?"

"Kuwabara."

I smirked. "He loves cats. Do you really think he could with his honor code?"

"Well I guess not," Yusuke said scratching his head, "Then why did you do it?"

I rolled my eyes, "I can't do any thing else."

"But why?"

"To past the time."

He sighed. "Just don't do I t again," he said.

"I'll think about it," I said.

Yusuke POV-

That's was weird. I thought he only cut himself. I didn't think that would happen. Should have seen that coming. Know I have more problems I have to deal with.

"Well know that you have one more problem I have to deal with," I said.

He looked at me. His eyes weren't bright red any more. They seemed to have all the life drained form them. "You have to deal with it?" he said, "I thought it was my problem. I have to deal with it. You don't. Only I can stop it. This isn't your problem, this is my problem. If you think you have to deal with it you're wrong."

"But," I stared to say. "I have to deal with it."

"You're excuses are over rated. This problem just won't go away unless I want it to," he said. "I made this problem. I can fix it myself. If I want to. But I don't."

I just stared at him. "Come on I have some of these problems too."

"Do you?" he asked, "Can you really relate to this? Can you really say you have the same problem?" He asked raising an eyebrow.

"Well know," I said.

"You said you did. I knew you didn't. You're thinking to slow. You don't have the problem. I do. You can't give me answers to problems you don't even know. You just can't create answers. I created this problem. And it will never go away," he said. He walked away and left.

I just stood there confused. Staring at nothing.

Hiei POV-

I knew he couldn't understand. He had no answers. I made this problem. I played it. I can't stop it. I can find the answer my self. I'm washed up and hated. I don't know the meaning of happiness. There is a reason I'm called the forbidden child. No matter how hard I try I fail. They thought I was happy. I never was. They saw me before and thought everything was all right. I'm tired of pretending. They can watch me burn. Crash and burn. I'll tell them I can't win this game. I'm not always flying so on the way down they can watch me burn. They can't tell me how to take this. I'm way to cold. I'm already broken. I have no home. I have no family. I'm better off alone. I've made so many mistakes in my life. The main one was ever being born. I hate my self. I was an accident. Nothing can change that. I wasn't meant to live. That's why they got rid of me. Every one I have known will eventually leave me. I can't trust any one. I hate everything about me. Why do I still let me live? I could kill myself in a matter of seconds. Why dint I? There's something holding me back but I don't know what.

Kuwabara POV-

I can't believe what I did. I could beet myself up for this. I also cant believe he didn't tell them the truth. Maybe he is different from what I thought. I still don't know why I did it. I just got really mad. I think he knew I was going to do it. Why didn't he stop me? Oh, I forgot he didn't care. Why couldn't I stop my self? I mean we're friends, I think. It's not like he's some enemy. He's my teammate I should have stopped myself.

That's all for now. I forgot I have math homework. Also today, this boy Tanner in my grade kept putting his arm around me. I hate it when people touch me so I stabbed me with a pencil. He avoided me for the rest of the day then. Am I different from what you people thought? I have lots of surprises. It was his fault. He should have seen it coming. Besides I hate him. That's all for now. Oh yea and one more thing. If you people send flames or anything close to it, I will fire them back at you. They don't bug me. Just so you know. CIA

From Caitlin (moving Shadow)