What I said last chapter. About this being over and being a sequel. I changed my mind. Instead I'm adding a part two cause it will be easier for me. I reread my story. I did repeat a lot, so I'll watch that this time. I got homework to do so I'll update when I'm done. Same basic story line, but a little different. Also less depressing. Thanks for reading, if you did. Don't review this chapter it doesn't need to be reviewed cause it's only a notice to explain things. That's all.
Also I'm extremely bored because noone is on msn any more. I want some one to talk to!! I don't really care who, but I'm bored, and it's no use talking to my friends because they like to talk about school, not things that happened. Homework and stuff. Nothing fun. That's all. So on with the story.
From Caitlin (moving shadow)
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Some time in the winter Hiei POV-
Spring and summer has gone by. I haven't done anything to myself. Yet. I know I said I would stop. But what if didn't do it? What if there was some other way. Yes I have snapped out of it. I don't think that as much. I go on with life, like there is nothing wrong. I still feel no pain. But I don't want to go through that again. I'm walking through the forest where it all started. I remember that day when everything went wrong. Hiei's POV
I put the blade up to the skin of my right arm. It lightly laid my knife on top of it. I watched the skin peal back from my arm as a thin line of blood appeared. (I got that from a book I read called Cut, well parts of it so I don't own that too) I moved the blade and did it again. This time deeper and longer. I didn't mind the pain. I got used to it. The blood no longer made me sick. I like to see blood. Especially if it's mine. I felt someone coming, so I stuffed away the blade in to the hole I made in the ground, wrapped up my cuts, and pretended nothing was going on.
"Hiei! What were you doing?" said the person.
I looked up. It was that fool again. He didn't need to know, none of them needed to know. I just looked up at him and stared at him till he backed away. He wouldn't care if I was hurting myself. No one cares. I don't care.
That seems so long ago. Not much has happened since then. Kitty still runs into doors. Kuwabara is still the same idiot. Nothing has changed. I walked through the snow. I came back to my old spot. I dug through the snow and found my old knife. I tried it again. I watched my blood fall on to the snow. The red slowly seeped into the whit snow. Leaving little patches of red. I didn't get the same feeling. Close but it was still missing some thing. Some ting I couldn't think of. It started to blow harder. I closed my eyes for a second to shield them from the snow. The wind stopped. I took one last look at the red snow and headed back to Kitty's house. We have been spending most of our time there because her mom is never there. Kitty says she's a slut and is always at some guys house that she forget a few days ;later.
That's all for now. I'll write later. Yes the same basic thing. But I don't want to write another story so I added on. Like it hate it. Oh well. I got over that depression thing for now...