Chapter 11: R.A.P.E
A/N: This is all on Kagome guys, her and her past, might be a little other stuff, I plan to do Chapter 12 mainly on Sesshomaru/ Kikyou I'm sure you'll find that +cough+ very entertaining +grins evily+ But this chapter explains a lot so…
Kagome sighed slightly as Inuyasha's eyes never left hers. "When I was younger…The doctor wasn't quite so nice." Inuyasha raised a brow in confusion, as Kagome looked towards and into his golden eyes.
"His name was Naraku, he was mine and Kikyou's doctor. He always took care of us. Me and Kikyou but…things started to change. He started…LOOKING at me, looking at me differently…" Kagome's voice quivered a bit. "I figured I was just imagining things, but I wasn't until one day…he started…." Kagome's voice trailed off and Inuyasha could smell the fear rising in her scent.
"Ever since that day, I changed. I tried to tell Kikyou, but I just couldn't make her understand. My words…they weren't making sense. I found myself traumatized and as I suffered things only went better and better for Kikyou until one day about two months later…I tried to kill myself."
Inuyasha's eyes widened as he looked at the calmness in Kagome's eyes, it was as if she didn't understand the significance of suicide. Kagome caught Inuyasha's shocked look and smiled slightly. "You looked exactly like your brother—and Kikyou." Inuyasha seemed a little more confused now, Kagome responding to this almost automatically
"They were there."
Kagome continued after a moment of silence, looking down towards Inuyasha. "When I was sent to the hospital, I decided I wanted to make Kikyou feel pain. I decided I wanted her to be torn apart like I was, it wasn't enough for her to look like me, she had to feel like I did…" Kagome said looking away "I don't know what I was thinking, but I knew once I saw how happy she was with you, I knew exactly how to win her over, to let her know pain as well as her sister."
Inuyasha looked at her almost pityingly, "You know I almost can't blame you"
Kagome raised a brow looking almost shocked "What do you mean?"
Inuyasha smiled then, a true smile, a smile he thought he'd never smile again after today. And then he said "Your sister's perfect"
The two sat in silence now, neither talking Kagome looking towards him slightly,
"I'll have an abortion" Kagome whispered quietly, "So you can fix things with Kikyou"
Inuyasha turned looking towards her, his golden eyes flashing sadness but a hint of joy hid in the center of his eyes.
Inuyasha took her hand slightly, Kagome looking at him rather shocked as he gave her a small smile. "If your were going to give up your own child for me to be happy…I guess you can't be such a bad person" Inuyasha said looking towards Kagome, a small smile covering her face. "Thank you…Inuyasha" Inuyasha looked towards the sky.
Kagome wasn't a Kikyou.
She would never be a Kikyou.
And He would never have Kikyou.
That day Inuyasha realized something, just because things don't always go the way you want doesn't mean it won't end up a happy ending anyway. He still loved Kikyou in a way, she would always be the holder of his heart, but all Inuyasha wanted now was what seemed the littlest wish of all…
For Kikyou to be happy, and you know what? So did Kagome.
Authors Note: I hope that clears things up while Kagome's a slut, cuz she wanted to get back at Kikyou for nothing bad happening to her (aka raped) and now Inuyasha's going to give Kagome a try, and they both want Kikyou happy. Lets hope it comes true neh? R&R o