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I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

Fall to Pieces- Avril Lavigne

"Ahh... such a pretty woman. You hardly every get pretty women out here at night."

I stiffen and am pushed down by the boar-demon. I struggle fruitlessly, but his bulk is on top of me and I'm out of breath before I can scream.

"First... I'm going to rape you. Then if you're pregnant, I'll let you live until you have the baby, then I'll eat you. If you're not... I'll still eat you," He whispers, "Piece... by... piece..."

I'm disgusted by his breath. I know I should be thinking of my untimely demise right now, but the threat of the other me and this demon combined still hasn't seem to sunk in yet.

"Let me go." I gasp

He lets out a big booming laugh.

"Let you go? Ha! Stupid humans..."

With practised, chubby fingers, he rips off my shirt and I am left in my bra and skirt. I'd go red if there weren't other things on my mind here.

Barrier... I can make a barrier... I just have to concentrate... I can get him off...

No. No! Scream for Inuyasha!

I scream, but he clamps his hand over my mouth and swears.I bite him and he hits me in the face. I can feel blood oozing down my mouth.

Barrier... concentrate...

But I can't. I can't make a barrier with him on top of me undoing his hakama. (A.N: Hakamapants)

A tear seeps out of my eye. This must be where the child's voice came from. This must be the mistake I made. Getting raped by a boar demon and bearing his child. This must be why I left afterall.

I'm doomed.

I choke on my blood, and the world is getting hazy again.

No... This can't be happening...

Wait a minute. Where did the demon go? I hear snarling, but I'm too weak to open to my eyes. Too weak to do anything really, but black out right then and there.

I shiver uncontrollably when someone wipes my face with a wet rag.

"Mama?"

"No, Kagome-chan. It's Sango."

"Oh."

I hear her sigh and stand up and walk outside of Kaede's hut.

"She's awake now."

There's shuffling for the door, but her voice rings out, commanding.

"No one is allowed to see her until I've spoken to her first."

You hardly ever hear this tone with Sango, I think that's why they listened.

I open my eyes, and she comes in and sits beside me.

"Kagome..."

"No Sango, he didn't rape me."

She goes slightly pink.

"Are you sure?"

"Positive. Inuyasha came before he got to it."

She breathes a sigh of relief.

"Alright then. I'm going to let them come inside, but please, take it easy."

"Hai."

She stands up and tells them that they can come in, and I turn my back toward them, facing the wall.

I don't want to speak to anyone right now.

The pig didn't rape me, but that doesn't change what happened before he did.

I said terrible things to Inuyasha. Something terrible is still going to happen. I have to figure out to stop it.

How do I do that?

I need more information... I said I'd try to come back again... so...

I'll just keep close watch over Kikyo and Inuyasha, and wait for another visit from the future me.

It's all I can think of right now, and it seems like the best solution.

I feel a slightly cold hand on my forehead, and I shiver from the touch.

"I'm glad you're alright," says Kikyo

Sure you are.

"Thank you."

I stare at her. She's not wearing miko clothes anymore. She's wearing a light pink kimono, with a soft grey obi.

"You... you're not a priestess anymore?"

"No. I decided it's best to live the life of a normal woman now that the jewel is destroyed."

"I see."

Oh Kami. I think she's out to seduce Inuyasha. She'll probably do it too.

I let out a dry sob.

I won't be able to stop them. Of course he'd pick her over me!

Her eyes narrow.

"Are you sure you're alright?"

"Y-y-yes."

What is this feeling of despair that won't leave me?

I hear the soft echos of her feet walking away, and the room goes quiet. They must have left outside.

Not even Inuyasha wants to speak to me. He probably thinks I'm defiled now. Didn't Sango tell him I wasn't?

My shoulder begin to shake, and I'm sobbing again.

Why is this happening? I've never felt so weak before.

"Kagome?" a voice says softly

It's him. Why is he back in here? Doesn't he have Kikyo to go screw?

"Kagome... "

I'm shaking again, and lies down beside me and wraps his arms around me, engulfing me in a hug.

I sob into his chest.

It's nice to be in his arms again.