Hi again I was raking leaves at school. Fun fun fun! Today in school we had this retreat thing, and we were making clay things. And Brandy (a backstabbing friend) said does any one want these balls. So I started calling her a perv and was insulting her about things like that. I couldn't stop. She deserved it, she is one of the people who left me in my darkness. Always calling me stupid. So I got some revenge. She better be careful what she says now, because with the way I am now I can turn a simple sentence into around twenty insults. One of my talents...

Hiei POV-

Something grabbed my ankle and pulled me down. I fell hard onto the ground. I looked up. It was Quizzical. I got up and closed my hand tightly around the notebook that had fallen from the tree.

"I'm not interested in your writings," he said with a evil smirk, "I'm interested in something else." I was about to punch me, but I punched him in the stomach. He bent over howling in pain. "I don't have time today," I said walking away. I heard him mutter something under his breath, but didn't really pay much attention. Or cared.

(Back at the temple Still Hiei POV)

"Where were you?" Yusuke asked. I ignored him and leaned against a wall.

"Well," Botan said, "We found out his name. It's Quizzical!"

"Wow I didn't know that!" I said sarcastically.

"Well if you knew why didn't you tell us?" she asked frustrated.

"I wanted to waste your time," I said shrugging. I saw a vein pop out of her head. I smirked. Ticking off Botan is fun.

"Lemme see that," Yusuke said pulling the notebook from my hand.

Yusuke POV-

I flipped through some pages. The I read one...

I'm gone now

And you just realize

You cry tears

But are they real?

No they are just staged

You don't know why this happened

My suicide

My blood and my knife

Are my only friends

They brought me to my death

That's why they are my friends

As the blood poured from me you watched

And just stood there

I watched you

Waiting to see what you would do

You stood

And now you stand by me

And you wonder why

But you let me die

You let me commit suicide

'Disturbing,' I thought. "Hey have you ever thought about suicide?" I asked looking at Hiei. He shrugged.

"Every once in awhile," he said.

"But you wont do it. Will you?" Kuwabara said.

"When I want to," He said.

That's all for now. Got homework and other stuff that means nothing to me. That poem was called My Suicide. Did you think it was disturbing, or did you like it? My mom saw my writing it and freaked out. But I told her it was for a story I am writing. She believed me. But is it really for a story or did I mean it. It's getting close to it. I'm tired of having no one to tell my problems to or talk to some one I trust. So that's all.