I hate school. I hate life. I hate myself. Hell I hate many things. My family doesn't really like how I dress. Or the way I act. And when they find my poems they freak out. I have an excuse for almost anything. O yeah I am very depressed cause my fish Freddy died. But he lived four days that's a new record for me with fish. When I was younger I put salt in the fishes water. Yeah.. big mistake. I have many things to do. So I will just make this a Hiei POV with some of my poems. I don't know if you will like it but what the heck I got stuff to do. But enough about my life, you people are only reading this for the story so on with the story....

Hiei POV-

I was bored so I started writing.

Do you know what its like to be hurt

To be hurt by friends

To be hurt by the people you thought cared about you

They all took turns

Took turns on killing me

They all stabbed me in the back

I felt every blow

The pain fades away

Till I see you

Your face brings back the memory

And the pain

You don't know my pain

You don't know why I hurt

Everything is all right

That's what you think

That pain never goes away

The pain of being hurt by your friends

It hurts too much

Maybe I just imagine it

But it hurts too much for it not to be real

So I let it fade

But it's still real

I'm lost

Lost in the darkness

Lost in my hate

For a second I hear you

But then you are gone

I am lost in myself

I am lost in my coldness

Nothing but black is around me

I can't see

I can't feel

I'm too lost to be saved

I wander on my own

Only being swallowed into the darkness

My heart

I wait for you

Wait for you to take me to the other side

But you forget me

I will remain lost

Lost in my darkness

Lost in my soul

I'm bleeding

You don't try to stop it

You made me bleed

Crimson surrounds me

My blood is on the floor

And at your feet

I want to stop it

But I cant

So I continue to bleed

My blood pours

And you stand

Watching

I'm falling

I'm going under

I'm dieing

Dieing on the inside

You let me bleed

But you haven't noticed

The blood is at your feet

And on your hands

You don't care

My pain is invisible to you

You made me bleed

You left me to die

I should be out of blood

But I'm not

I will bleed forever

Why did you hurt me?

Why did you let me die?

You drug me under

Under you

Under everything

You let me burn

You destroyed me

Mentally

And spiritually

I can't fly

I can't even crawl

You drug me under

But why

All I did was be a friend to you

But you hurt me

So I let you take me under

You say you care

But then I died

You let me die

I killed myself

You want to know why

Look in the mirror

And you'll see why

Why I committed suicide

Ok that's all I can write sorry if it seemed long but I didn't have time to think today for more to add. But next time I will. I have a big test and I can't think about anything else right now. And I already had these things written down so I just typed them quick. So did you like them? The first one was called hurt, the second one was lost and the third one was bleed and the last one was called why. That's all for now.