Well I'm supposed to babysitting right now so this will be kinda short. He He he I'm so responsible. I learned how to writejapenese symbols. I put bad on the back of my note book. Then my firends and some other people wanted them soI charged thema buck for it cuase it's my paper, my tome, and my sharpie ink.I was reading over my reviews a few days back, and a couple of reviews made me think my family life. And SPECIAL THANKS to Hiei-lonewolf! Because of you (if you read this) and reviews that you mentioned your family made me think my family isn't as bad as some other people (no offence but you make your family life sound bad) And now maybe I can last through the holidays. So THANKS A MILLION! And now I added you to my favorite writers for your stories and saving me from drowning in darkness Speaking of family, I haven't heard my sisters and brother in awhile. I should look for them so this might be short. Oops….

Hiei POV (writing in notebook)-

I'm in the dark

But it's ok

I'm use to it

The darkness has become my friend

Unlike you

You're the reason that I cry

You're the reason I think of suicide

You're the one who brought me here to die

But I only died on the inside

The darkness is cold to you

But not to me

It surrounds me

The darkness has never left me

Unlike you

You left me here in the dark

Just me and suicide

You can't see the darkness

The darkness that surrounds me

While I disappear

You fear the darkness will come

Come and surround you

The darkness is my master

It doesn't want you

And neither do I

You left me

Left me to die

The thought that I left you

Makes you cry

But I didn't leave

You did

You left me to die

I know you will never return

So I commit suicide

Not because you left me

Not because you lied

You said you would always be there

One reason I committed suicide

Is you

You let me die

You made me cry

You're the reason that I died

While you cry

I smile

Smile with my darkness

My master

I smile because of my suicide

Yeah that's all. That poem was called friend. Sorry I couldn't write anything better right now. I need to find them now. They might kill each other. But then again that's a few problems taken care of. And yet again I won't get five dollars. Decisions Decisions Decisions. Well I doubt I can write soon, cause of the holidays. May god help me through this. Well it should be little better now. So bye…