Hey! It's my little sister, Emma's fifth birthday today. I pretend to be happy. I have had fun. It's a Barbie princess and the pauper style. For her present from me, after she cried after she heard she had to get shots, I gargled/sang the Barbie princess and the pauper songs. Yes I know all the words. And my little brother said I couldn't eat two pieces of cake with just my hands, but I proved him wrong! LOL. Yeah, well on with the story. Sorry I have to make this short too. Sorry but I have birthday things to do, and Christmas things. So yeah sorry.

Hiei Writing POV-

You watch me as I laugh

I laugh with tears in my eyes

These are tears of suicide

You don't understand

Why this happened to me

My suicide

But you gave me the knife

You drove it into me

All I did was give me the final push

I laugh as I die

You think I'm crazy

But you don't know what happened

Why I cry

I really didn't want this suicide

I fought back

But then gave in

I realized I shouldn't try

But it's ok

Now that I'm dead

The pain is gone

It faded away

But these tears will always remain

My tears of pain

My tears of sorrow

My tears of suicide

But it's ok they don't matter

To you this never happened

To you I felt no pain

To you I never went away

Now that I'm gone

You have no one to hurt

No one to kill

No one to take advantage of

Now you are alone

Now that I'm gone

Your bloody blade symbolizes my death

My suicide

And my tears

My tears of pain

My tears of sorrow

My tears of suicide

You are the one who gave me the knife

You let me die

You drove me to suicide

So thank you for the bloody knife

That brought me to the end

It's now my only friend

"Hey," I heard some one say. I looked up and narrowed my eyes.

"What do you want?" I said to Kuwabara.

He shrugged, "Nothing."

"Then why did you talk to me?" I asked him.

"I don't know," he said.

"Next time have a reason before wasting my time," I said shutting the notebook.

"Can I see that?" he asked me. I sighed and slid it across the floor. He looked through it. "What does this mean?" he asked.

"What does what mean?" I asked walking over to him. He pointed at one of my writings. I looked at it, the smirked. "What do you think it means?" I asked him."

Kuwabara POV Reading-

Memories of you made this possible

You drove me to this

So don't say you're sorry it's already too late

Until now I was miserable

I couldn't feel a thing

Continuously you hurt me

It finally killed me

Death is now my say savior

Every hit I took made this possible

"I still don't get it," I said.

"Read the first letter of each line," Hiei said.

'M Y S U I C I D E,' I thought. "Hm," I said. Hiei rolled his eyes. "Give me some time to think."

"God this could take hours," he muttered.

I thought some more. "I got it!" I said, "It says my suicide." I frowned. "What's that have to do with the poem?"

He sighed, "Read it again."

I reread it. "Oh, it's all about suicide!"

"No shit," he said folding his arms. "It's about time you're figured out.

"You know you are one suicidal person," I said.

"I know," he said smirking.

"Are you happy about it?" I asked him. He frowned.

"I'm never happy."

"You're one weird little person," I said to him as we walked away.

"You shouldn't be talking," he said.

Hiei POV-

It was about time to moron noticed what it meant. We kept walking, till I heard something. I stopped dead in my tracks. But he kept walking. He noticed I was no longer beside him. "Why did you stop?" he said walking back towards me. I said nothing. I still stood there staring out to the left. He looked over too. "What is it?" he asked me. Still I said nothing. The bushes started to move. And something started to come out…

Yep that's all I'm writing for now. The first poem was called Bloody Knife. And the second one I used was called Riddle of Fate. Yeah I used it last time. I'm going to play Barbie princess and the pauper now with my little sister. Yes I am going to play Barbies. So bye.