Dealing With Things
Summary: Its six month after the book but Ponyboy cant seem to move on. Will he ever be able to smile again ?
Author note: This is my first time writing a story so please be kind. And also English is not my first language so if you see mistake feel free to tell me about it.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters they belong to S.E Hinton Voila now on with the story.
Chapter 7
Come what may
Ponyboy Pov
Why did he say something like that to me. I still couldn't believe it. When he had said that he was surprised by the fact that I was still alive. Well it hurt me something awful. What the hell did he mean by that anyway. Does he want me dead ? And then he start yelling at Two Bit and the stuff he said back then still make my heart break. I had to run away I couldn't take it. All the anger and hateI could feel in his word ... It was too much so I ran away. I took the train and before I knew it I was back where the church was suppose to be. I saw everything playing in my head like some movie. Except that it was reality and I couldn't go back in time. I remember Dallas voice when he came for us with Soda's letter. I was actually happy to see him that day. I remember Jonny soft voice when we were alone in the church at night with nothing to do but talk. And I remember him dying and telling me to stay gold. How could I stay gold after all that happen ? And then I don't know what happen but I start to feel angry. What was wrong with Steve anyway. Why was he such a bastard toward me. Its not like I ever did something to make him mad. I try to avoid being around him as much as possible. And still he give me bullshit. Well I'm not gonna run away again. I shouldn't have let him get me so easily. Dallas was right 'don't let people get to you and you will be fine'. That what he use to say to Jonny and me all the time. Well that's what I'm gonna do. No one is gonna mess with me anymore. No one is gonna hurt me anymore. I wont allow them to. Ill stay far away from people. Not like anyone will give a damn. They all ignore me. The only friend I ever had is dead and Ponyboy die that day also.
Looking around me I saw that it was pretty dark already. I made my way toward home and to the silent night I vow that I was never going to le someone make me run away again. Whatever happen in the future ill handle it i will face it. So come what may ...
A.N: And like promise this was Pony pov. Next chapter will come soon I'm working on it.