Day 2, week 3, 4th month, year 51

12:00

Kedrick taught me how to meditate this morning. It was wonderful. I'm more aware of the Force now then I was before. The Force is like a swirl of colors when you meditate and I'm able to sense people and animals that are near and far. I could sense that my uncle was working in the garden and my aunt was mending some clothes.

I'm planning to tell Kedrick about the voice, and the lightsaber after the meal.

4:30

You should have seen Kedrick's face when I told him about me being in the cave and hearing that voice while I was in there and when I left. His face got pale and I felt him do a Force sweep of the area. After he began to relax again, Kedrick told me this story about a Sith that his father had killed here.

The Sith's name was Darth Torsine and he had been hunting Kedrick's father for years. The Sith was killed in that cave I found and the lightsaber had belonged to the Sith.

Kedrick wants me to work on my mental shields because he doesn't think that Darth Torsine was fully destroyed. I don't understand, how can a Sith not be fully destroyed? I told him that I'll practice strengthening my shields anyway and he gave me a few pointers to help me along.

I need to remember to bring the lightsaber and that other object with me tomorrow.

9:00

I asked my Uncle why he and my Aunt don't like to visit people. He gave me this huge history about the planet. What I don't understand is why everyone still distrusts each other even though the war has been over for almost a hundred years now. I told my Uncle that we don't have to visit my friend if he feels uncomfortable about it.

11:00

I can't sleep. The history of my planet is just very confusing. I don't see how people can not trust. I mean I trust my aunt and Uncle and Kedrick and Daruu. My aunt and uncle trust me don't they? I'm sure they do. It all just doesn't make sense. My uncle says that I'll understand as I get older but I don't believe it. It just seems so wrong. I'll bring this subject up with Kedrick in the morning. I know he will help me figure this out.

I should get to bed and try to go to sleep.

11:30

This isn't working. Why don't I try to meditate instead? Maybe I'll fall asleep while doing it.