Day 3, week 3, 4th month, year 51

7:30

Well I guess the meditation worked. I fell right to sleep after I found Kedrick's presence in the Force. It's funny, it seemed like he knew I was there even though he was asleep. At least I think he was asleep.

12:00

He used a Force suggestion on me to make me fall asleep. He sure doesn't sleep heavily does he? Anyway I gave Kedrick the lightsaber and the pyramid shape object. Kedrick told me that the object was a Sith holocron. Sith holocrons are shaped like pyramids and Jedi holocrons are shaped like cubes. He told me that holocrons hold lots of information on either the Jedi or Sith teachings.

He took the holocron outside and did something to it. I don't know what he did with it but I'm just glad that I don't feel its coldness anymore. With the lightsaber Kedrick took the red crystal out and put in a different color one. The blade is now blue. Kedrick showed me a few katas. Kedrick explained to me that katas are different dueling styles. I asked him if I could try but he says that I'm not ready yet.

I asked Kedrick how he was able to get past my mental shields to plant a sleep suggestion in my mind but he just laughed softly and smiled. I guess that means that I need to work on my shielding more.

5:00

Kedrick and I had a long talk about trust. Well, maybe actually an hour. He thinks the problem lies in how the children are raised. If you are raised to believe you shouldn't trust anyone but your partner then that same thing will be passed on down the line. I get the feeling that Kedrick wants to help but something is holding him back.

I still have a lot to learn about Kedrick. He seems to have a lot of stories to tell and has experienced a lot of things. He told me this one story when his father and him had stopped by a planet called Tatooine and they ran into trouble. Kedrick said that he and his father tended to attract trouble wherever they went.

I also learned that he is not part of the Jedi even though he was trained in the Jedi ways by his father. I asked why he hasn't joined the Jedi and he said that it wasn't his place to. I don't understand what he means by that.

Kedrick taught me how to walk around without making a sound. I don't understand why I should learn this but if he thinks its important then I'll learn to do it.

8:30

I want to meet other Jedi and I want to travel the galaxy more then ever. I wonder what my Uncle and Aunt would think about that? I don't think they'll like it. Well maybe Kedrick can take me for a short ride around the planet. I'm sure that won't hurt.

Well goodnight diary.

Day 4, week 3, 4th month, year 51

12:00

Kedrick won't take me for a ride in his ship. He says that I must be patient. It is hard to be patient. I haven't seen his ship yet but it's got to be somewhere nearby. Kedrick took me on a run through the woods. I to do everything he did. Jump over rocks, duck under branches, swing from branches and other things, all while running. It's a lot of work but Kedrick says that it is good exercise.

5:00

Training is a lot of work but its fun too. Kedrick told me another story today. He told me about these species called Nagira…Nogirha…oh I can't spell it. Well anyway, Kedrick told me how he and his father saved them from a terrible famine and now these species feel indebted to Kedrick and his father.

8:30

Well I may not be writing in you very much diary. Kedrick says that the training will become a lot more work. So add that to chores I need to do once I get back for lastmeal, I'm going to be pretty tired.

I will try to write when I can if I'm not to tired. Goodnight diary.