Day 6, week 3, 2nd month, year 52

I got the day off today, well, except for the chores. Anyway, Kedrick says that I'm progressing really well in my training. He taught me a kata yesterday. You remember that Sith lightsaber? Well Kedrick says I can keep it but make sure my Aunt and Uncle don't find it. Kedrick taught me how to go into a healing trance if I'm hurt or get sick. I'm not very good at it but Kedrick says with time and practice I'll be able to do it.

I still haven't visited Daruu yet but a chance will come one day.

Day 7, week 3, 2nd month, year 52

Diary, Kedrick is leaving. I can't go with him and he says that he won't be coming back. I don't want him to go but he says that there's things he needs to take care of. I asked him if I'll ever see him again and he asked me what does my heart tell me. I'm not going to see him again until I become one with the Force. It's no fair! I want to go with him but he says that this is where our paths part.

He's leaving tonight. Who's going to continue with my training now? I still have so much to learn.

Kedrick told me something before I went back home. He said for me to take care of his son. He's not making any sense. First, I don't even know his last name. Second, this is the first time he mentioned that he had a son. Third, I'm only six years old.

I told Kedrick this and he said that I'll know when I see him.

I'm writing outside with a candle for light. I'm watching the woods where I think Kedrick's ship is going to lift off.

He's gone. I saw his ship emerge from the trees and head into space. I also felt his presence begin to dim as he got farther away. I'm going to miss him. I promised him that I'll practice what he taught me every day.

Day 1, week 4, 2nd month, year 52

Kedrick's hut seems so empty now. I feel so alone. Kedrick was someone I could talk to about anything. I know I can talk to my Aunt and Uncle but I can't talk to them about the Force, wanting to be able to fly among the stars, and things that seem trivial to them. Plus they can't plant a sleep suggestion in my mind to help me go to sleep when I can't sleep.

Day 2, week 4, 2nd month, year 52

Guess who came over today? Daruu. He came riding on his Colopee. We played together in the woods and explored it. I made sure we didn't go near that cave. Daruu told me that his parents said that he shouldn't trust me but he managed to find a way to get here without his parents getting suspicious. How he did that I don't know. I'm just glad that he came. His visit really brightened my day.

I didn't tell my aunt or uncle that Daruu had come over. We had a lot of fun and played a lot of games. I asked him if he ever dreamed of traveling among the stars and he said that he did but he also dreamed of bring the people back together. It is a good dream, I told Daruu that I believed he would be able to do it. I talked to him about trust and told him some things Kedrick told me. I think Daruu was surprised I knew so much because it all made sense. He didn't ask how I knew all this, for that I'm glad.

Day 6, week 4, 2nd month, year 52

I'm practicing a lot and making sure I exercise. I made up a few new routines for my run through the woods. Kedrick would be happy to know that I'm doing really well.

Day 7, week 4, 2nd month, year 52

My birthday is tomorrow. I wish Kedrick was here to celebrate it with me. Maybe if I don't ever get to go into space then I can help Daruu with his dream.

Diary, the voice is back.