Day 4, week 2, 3rd month, year 50

I didn't have a good night. The voice visited me in my dreams. He told me that if I told anyone about him, that he would hurt me. He also demonstrated that he could hurt me too. It hurt, I felt like my body was burning and my mind like it was being smashed into something. Xanatos heard me screaming, Qui-Gon was out somewhere, and came into the room right after the voice left. Xanatos comforted me until I was able to go back to sleep.

I want Kedrick, I want him to keep me safe. I tried reaching out to him through our bond but he was to far away.

Xanatos took me to a history class today. He says that I will be able to catch up to those my age if I work hard at it. For right now I'll just go to the history class so I can get a feel of what it's like. Xanatos also said that he'll help me with my homework if I need help.

I met with Yoda again in the afternoon. He gave some Force exercises to do so that he could see what level I'm at. I let him see how much I could do instead of limiting them. From yesterday, I'm sure Yoda wouldn't be fooled.

I made a new friend today. His name is Reeft and he's not really human. He has wrinkled skin and a long head that's wrinkled too. He has light brown eyes and thin brown hair. He is also a year younger then me. I met him at noonmeal when he came near the table Garen and I were sitting at. Garen invited him to sit with us and introductions were made. Reeft likes to eat a lot. When I was full and only had one more piece of meat left, Reeft asked if he could eat it. It's funny but Reeft is then too so maybe the extra food will help. We went swimming together and explored some other gardens that I hadn't seen yet. The Temple is very big. I wonder if anyone ever gets lost?

Day 5, week 2, 3rd month, year 50

Qui-Gon gave me homework to do. He is working on figuring out what classes I should be in. Xanatos took me to the training room today. I practiced deflecting blaster fire from remotes. He also made me do it blindfolded.

Garen, Reeft and I snuck into Aalto's room by using the airducts. His room is very interesting. He has model ships hanging from the ceiling, lots of books on the floor, and drawings on paper on the wall. He's good at drawing because his pictures look so real. You would have thought that Aalto was not a bully. We also found a holopicture on his nightstand. It was a picture of him and his parents. We had to make a fast escape so we couldn't explore Aalto's room even more. While the others crawled away fin the airvents, I stayed near the grate and watched Aalto. First he placed his books on his desk and then he went to pick up the holopicture and turned it on. I think he misses his parents. I wonder where they are?

I tried out the shower today. It was so cool. It took me a little while to figure out what the knobs do but I did. Water comes out of a spout high above my head and I can turn it hot or cold. I can also make it gentle or heavy. Xanatos had to bang on the door so that he could take a shower. I didn't want to get out, it felt so much better then washing in a wooden tub where the water was barely warm. When I finally got out Xanatos pushed by me to the refresher. I think I got him irritated again.

I met Qui-Gon's daughter today. We had lastmeal in Qui-Gon and Xanatos' quarters.

Reena is five years older then me. She has shoulder length brown hair, light brown freckles running across her nose, and her eyesare a light green. She asked me a lot of questions. To many questions I left the table as quickly as possible. She is so nosey. I think Xanatos thought so to because he left the table a few seconds after I did. Girls are so talkative.