Day 1, week 4, 4th month, year 50

Siri was unable to get the dye out of her hair. I told her that her hair looked very nice today and she glared at me. I really do think she looks good with blue hair.

Xanatos took me hiking this afternoon and showed me a waterfall, the first one I have ever seen! It was awesome. All that water, and it was so loud. It's a nice place to be on a hot day. The mist felt so cool and refreshing.

Day 2, week 4, 4th month, year 50

Garen and Bruck had a fight. I don't see why they dislike each other so much. I talked to Xanatos about this and he said that things will smooth out eventually. In other words I don't think he knew what to do. Qui-Gon suggested that I talk to them separately and discreetly find out what the problem is. So what do you think diary? I'll figure something out. Right now I have to finish my homework.

Day 3, week 4, 4th month, year 50

I talked to Bruck about it but he claims he doesn't know why Garen doesn't like him. I went to talk to Garen and he just said that he dislike Bruck, that's all. Maybe Xanatos is right, things may smooth over eventually. I hope.

Day 4, week 4, 4th month, year 50

I've been trying to learn the old language of the Jedi. It's hard but I think I'm slowly beginning to understand it. No one knows that I'm studying it except for Garen, Bruck, Reeft, and Bant. Bant thinks that if should wait until I become a padawan like everyone else does but she agreed to not tell anyone. I don't see why we can't learn some things early. The code says that there is no ignorance, there is knowledge. So why not learn all you can early on?

I saw Aalto today. He looks funny with a braid. I'm not going to get my hair braided like that, no way. I also like my hair hanging over my ears better then the short spiky hair.

Day 5, week 4, 4th month, year 50

I decided to ask Bant why I can't seem to understand girls. She laughed and said that if boys could understand girls then girls would be able to understand boys. That makes sense. So I guess I can just try my best at understanding girls then.

It's going to be Xanatos birthday tomorrow. Qui-Gon, Tahl, and I are going to do a small surprise party. I'm in charge of keeping Xanatos busy and distracted.

Day 6, week 4, 4th month, year 50

It was a great party. Xanatos was so surprised. Xanatos' girlfriend kissed him on the lips in front of everybody. I had Xanatos take me out for a ride in space so that I could see the whole planet. That was fun. Xanatos told me about the first time he had piloted a ship. He said that he had strongly disliked flying but once he got used to it he loved every minute of it.

Day 7, week 4, 4th month, year 50

I'm cold. I feel the voice's presence near me. He's back. I think he's trying to scare me. Well it's working. Maybe I need to leave, if I leave I can go find Kedrick. He'll keep me safe. I don't want to leave all of my friends I made here but I'm afraid. The voice said he'll harm my friends just like he did to me except worse. I'm going to sneak aboard a cargo ship tonight and be far away from here in the morning. It's for the best. I can't stay here, not with the voice nearby. I need to get away. I'm sacred. I need to escape. I need to hide somewhere.