Day 1, week 3, 4th month, Year 47

I can't take this anymore. The haunted look in Obi-Wan's eyes scares me. What is that Sith doing to him?

Day 6, week 1, 5th month, Year 47

Hey diary, It's Obi. I'm home now, at the Temple. Xanatos and Qui-Gon rescued us. I hope Orain is feeling better. No one is telling me anything. They want me to rest. My head hurts. Night diary.

Day 7, week 1, 5th month, Year 47

The medical bed feels good. It makes me feel warm and safe, but it can't stop the nightmares. The healer, I forget his name, says I have to stay in the healers wing for about a week. I heard someone say something about a mind healer.

The walls are so white and clean, so different from the cell. The air smells like medicine. Normally I don't like that smell, but now I enjoy it.

Garen brought me a book to read. It's about the history of the hyperdrive. That's my friend Garen, a ship lover. He's a great friend.

Bant has been hanging around, helping the healers. She makes sure I'm taking my medicine and getting some sleep. I can tell she's been worried, she still is. Truthfully, I don't feel like I'm getting better. I'm not getting worse either.

Day 1, week 2, 5th month, Year 47

My nightmares are getting worse. I keep revisiting my time with the Sith. It hurts so much to think about it. I have trouble talking about it. It just brings back to many terrible memories. Qui-Gon had been in the room when my nightmare started. He helped me snap out of it. He stayed with me the rest of the night.

I am having trouble keeping food down. I'm so tired.

Day 2, week 2, 5th month, Year 47

I looked at myself in the mirror today. I look terrible. My eyes are bloodshot with dark circles around my eyes and my skin is so pale.

The healers are fussing over me. One of them made the comment that I had lost a lot of weight.

I feel cold, even though Bant got another blanket for me.

Xanatos visited me today. He told me that Orain is recovering and has been transferred to the other temple.

How many temples are there? I'll have to ask someone next time.