I want to set one detail straight. This is an AU, therefore things will be different. In this AU universe, the Sith had won the Great Sith War.

Day 1, week 3, 5th month, Year 47

It feels great to be back in my own room. I had to go to class today. I am so far behind. I hope I'll be able to catch up. Maybe I can use my free time to work on homework?

Siri and I went swimming in the pond that is in one of the gardens. I missed the water. Bant joined us about a half an hour later. Her species sure loves the water.

Day 2, week 3, 5th month, Year 47

I didn't get much sleep last night. Nightmares kept me up. I wonder if Orain is getting any sleep? I should call him when I get the chance. I am supposed to see the soul healer tomorrow. I guess I might not be the only one who has to, but that thought does little to give me comfort.

Every time I close my eyes, I can see the yellow eyes of the Sith in the blackness. Then comes the pain. I know that it is phantom pain but it still feels so real. It is not just physical pain, it is mental pain as well.

The Sith would beat me then he would plunge a needle into my arm. My skin would feel hot while pain would shoot up my chest. Then. I think I'll tell you some other time. It's very hard to right this down. The memory is to painful.

Day 3, week 3, 5th month, Year 47

Bruck and I went to the archives today. We're continuing our study of the ancient Jedi language where we left off. It is a lot of work, but I know we can do it. I really want to read that book.

Garen and I explored the secret tunnels. Garen says that he is going to make a map of them. I think that is a great idea. Siri, Garen, Reeft, Bant, Bruck, and I are going to make the cavern we found a secret meeting place. When Woren is older we'll include him.

Oh and I don't like the soul healer.

Day 4, week 3, 5th month, Year 47

I'm not telling that soul healer a thing. He wasn't there, he doesn't know how I feel. He can't possibly help me, he won't understand.

Well on the positive side, Orain is seeing the same soul healer and so he is staying at this Temple for awhile. We talked a bit at supper. Mostly about anything that was not related to the, what I now call, the weeks of terror. I showed Orain around. He says that I should visit where he lives. The Temple he lives in is set underneath a desert on a planet that is not very far away from here. It must be interesting living under a desert.