Characters: Shawn Michael's, Mystic(Myst for short) I only own the people you don't recognize. Right now all I own is Mystic. Myst is the person who was writing the journal entry in the first chapter. Shawn may or may not be the person she was talking about. I haven't decided yet. Review and let me know what you think and give me any suggestions. I probably won't be able to update for at least a week, I leave for Texas on Saturday and don't know if there will be a computer I can use.

"Hey, what's going on, Babe?"

Shawn walked into the hotel room. The only source of light was coming from a candle in the middle of the room. He had gotten used to her doing this. She had been for a couple of months, usually crying herself to sleep.

"Myst, why do you keep doing this to yourself. I hate seeing you like this. It tears me up inside."

He walked over to the bed and wrapped his arms around her. Softly he started singing to her.

I'm finding my way back to sanity again

though I don't really know what I'm gonna do when I get there

and take a breath and hold on tight

spin around one more time

and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

cause I am hanging on every word you say and

even if you don't want to speak tonight

that's alright, alright with me

cause I want nothing more than

to sit outside Heaven's door

and listen to you breathing

is where I wanna be yeah I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I'm

trying to identify the voices in my head

God which one's you

let me feel one more time what it

feels like to feel and

break these calluses off of me

one more time

cause I am hanging on every word you say and

even if you don't wanna speak tonight

that's alright, alright with me

cause I want nothing more than

to sit outside your door

and listen to your breathing

is where I wanna be yeah

where I wanna be

I don't want a thing from you

bet you're tired of me

waiting for the scraps to fall off of your table to the ground

cause I just want to be here now

cause I am hanging on every word you say and

even if you don't wanna speak tonight

that's alright, alright with me

cause I want nothing more than

to sit outside Heaven's door

and listen to your breathing

is where I wanna be yeah

Soon, she stopped crying and looked at him.

"Thanks, Shawn, you're the best. You don't know how much you mean to me."

Soon, she fell asleep, still wrapped up in Shawn's arms.

"If only you knew, Myst. If only you knew." Lyrics are by Lifehouse "Breathing"