Chapter 1

Another man pulled out a small needle that was full of something. He flicked it, getting the air pockets to the top then squirted some out. She watched fearfully at the stream of liquid, "Now…feel…. sting…." Usagi only caught a few words as the needle injected into her. Her vision slightly blurred then blacked out completely.

That was all Usagi could remember as she slowly woke up from the liquid drug from injected. She looked at her feet realizing she was in a hospital bed. She looked around the white room wondering why the fuck she was here.

"Usagi?" Her mama was right beside her. She looked horrible. Heavy, dark bags were around her eyes and, her hair was pulled up in a messy bun with many fly aways.

"Mama, what is going on?" Usagi whispered as she felt the weak feeling coming over her.

"It's okay. You just had another relapse, sweetie…" She smiled and began rubbing her hand slowly.

"Of what?" What was going on here? Since when did she have a sickness? Why did she have to be put to sleep by drugs? Where were her friends?

"You were saying you were Sailor Moon, again…" She looked away painfully.

'What? I am Sailor Moon,' Usagi pulled away from her mother's hand.

"Mama, what are you saying? I am Sailor Moon! How did you know?" Usagi began to scream. She tipped over the bed, spilling out of it. She yanked the tubes out of herself, "I am Sailor Moon! Watch!"

Usagi threw up her hand, "Moon Eternal, MAKE UP!" Nothing happened.

'What? Why the fuck didn't I transform?' She shrieked in her head.

"Moon Eternal, MAKE UP!"

"MOON ETERNAL, MAKE UP!" She screamed it over again.

"WHY ISN'T WORKING!"

"Moon Eternal, MAKE UP!" a

"Moon Eternal, make up…"

Meanwhile, while Usagi kept trying to "transform" in to the heroine Sailor Moon, her mother had ran and gotten help.

"Settle down, Usagi. It's okay. Just get back in bed okay?" A man dressed in a white over coat began to approach her slowly, like she was a loon.

"What! Who the fuck are you?" She began to back up.

"I'm a doctor. Now just calm down…"

"What the fuck did you do to me! Why the hell can I transform!"

"Usagi, you aren't a super hero…"

"What?" She stopped and pulled her hand down, seeing scars across her hand.

"You never were." The doctor began to get closer to her, smiling.

"Yes I am! I am Sailor Moon! I am the Queen of Crystal Tokyo!" Usagi screamed as she head butted the doctor then bolted for the door.

She got half way down the hall when she felt someone grab her. She turned to see a larger man holding her wrist. He easily picked her up and carried her back as she continued to struggle.

"Damn that hurt worse than last time, Usagi!" The doctor rubbed his stomach in pain. He then took out a needle and began to fill it with a drug.

"No!" Usagi screamed as she began to kick with all of her might.

"Hold her steady!" The doctor barked orders at the other man.

Usagi looked around the room, "Mama!" She looked at her mother who was standing horrified. This never got easier on her, "Mama!" Usagi began to sob causing her mother to weep, "Mom, please don't let them do this! PLEASE! MAMA!" Her mother ran out of the room unable to look or want to hear any longer. Usagi then began to feel drowsy. They gently laid her back in the bed this time restraining her movement with belts. They reattached all the tubes then watched as she fell back asleep.

"Afraid…" Usagi could faintly hear words, "Mental Institution…summer…"

When Usagi awoke she found herself in an all white padded room with a small bed. She ran into the corner not recognizing anything or understanding what was going on.

"Ms. Usagi, I see you are up. Good, time for a shower." A nurse entered the room, smiling. She grabbed her arm and forced her up to her feet. Usagi was too tired to resist and she wanted to find out where she was.

"Where am I?"

"Home"

"How long have I been here?"

"Since May, now, time for a shower…" The nurse brought her to a room where several women naked stood.

"I can't-" Usagi began to say but, before she could say no her clothes were stripped and she was shoved into the large shower.

"I'll be back in 10 minutes. Don't do anything stupid, ladies." She spoke coldly then turned on the shower head, which startled Usagi. She slammed the large metal door shut and left her to fend for herself.

The water would go from freezing to burning with in seconds during anytime in the shower time. Usagi stared blankly at the women, not knowing what to do. She slowly went to the middle of the crowd and sat down, letting the water wash over her frail body. Her hair was no long in buns just hanging loosely down. She covered her face with her hands and began to sob.

'What's going on!' She screamed in her head, rocking back and forth.

"Get up bitch! There ain't no room for you to sit down!" A woman slapped her then forced her up then slapped her again, cutting her cheek a bit. She then pushed her into another woman.

"Fucking Bitch!" The woman slapped her harder than the last woman causing her to fall down, cutting her face on the stone. Before Usagi knew it there was a fight, but she didn't care. She just kept lying on the ground as her blood washed down the drain to freedom.

A/N- Yes I need a beta reader. Anyone interested? Please email me if so.