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Chapter 2
Usagi sat silently in wheel chair the nurses had sat her in. She stared vacantly out. No emotion was over her face. She just sat quietly as people came in and out the room, whispering. If someone passed, her eyes followed them as if wanting something put then would just fade away back to nothing.
"Usagi?" A gauntly nurse appeared in front of her, but Usagi just stared at her not showing surprise or fear.
"It is time to go. You are leaving for home…" She slowly rolled her out to the lobby where her father and mother stood.
"Usagi." Her father smiled and took the wheel chair the nurse.
"Mama…" Usagi whispered her first words sine May.
"Yes, Usagi?" She bent down to her face, smiling faintly.
"Bitch." Usagi's words burned into her heart.
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Months had passed since Usagi had been in her own room. It still had the same smell, of a child. Her room was filled with bright colors, bunnies and pictures. She picked up a small frame that had a picture of a man.
"Mamoru?" Usagi without thinking sat on the edge of her bed. Memories flooded into her mind. Tears slowly ran down her face.
"No," Her brother's figure appeared in the door frame. It has been for ever since she has seen him. He looked older now and actually cute, "That's not Mamoru."
"Who?" She looked into her brother eyes. He was now hovering beside her. He slowly took the frame from her.
His smile gently calmed her, "His is name is Moktoa. He was an actor."
"…" She looked down ashamed.
"Usagi, I am sorry-"
"Shingo, will you please take me around and explain?" She looked directly in his eyes, scared and unsure.
"Yes…" He tenderly pulled her up to her feet.
"Thank you…"
He slowly took her down stairs as a familiar black cat meowed past them. Usagi began to call her name out, but Shingo shook his head "no." She sighed as they both put their coats on and left their warm, cozy home.
"Now, you just tell me what you want to know…"
"About Ami, who is she and where is she?"
"Ah, Ami," He began to day dream, "Ami Mizuno, is a singer at your school. She is quite popular and is not quite fond of school."
"What about her parents?"
"Ah, now that is a sad case. Her father abandoned her and her mom when she was about nine, I believe, and her mother is…um..." He stopped for a moment, not really wanting to say.
"What Shingo? Tell me!"
"She is a druggie, but Ami tries to hide it."
Usagi stopped for a moment, taking a deep breath. Her memories began to change as she thought back.
"Hey Ami!" Usagi cheerfully approached her.
"Ami, you know her?" A girl whispered into the girl's ear. She sighed as anger flushed through her face.
"Usagi, we are not friend! I've told you before! You are such a freak! Go play "Sailor Moon." Ami yelled at her as everyone began to laugh.
"Ami…" Ussgi began to back away from her, tripping on a soda can, making everyone laugh harder at her. Her face was bright pink as she covered it with her hands.
"Don't talk to me anymore, bitch." Ami harshly barked as everyone passed her.
Usagi began to cry as she realized what had really happen.
"Usagi, we don't have to do this if you don't want to…" Concern was easily heard all over his words.
"No. I want to know. How about Rei?"
"Rei…hmm…ah, now, I remember. There is no Rei." His words sliced through Usagi's heart.
"What do you mean?"
"Well, there was a Rei, but not like you knew her…"
"Let me see the shrine." Usagi replied.
"Are you sure?" She nodded.
He slowly took her to the place she cherished the most, but saw that nothing was there but a broken down old shrine. She slowly walked up to front as felt the wood causing it to fall apart.
"I…"
"Usagi, we would find you sitting in the rooms just staring at the wall, smiling."
Memories began to flood back into her mind, laughing with her "friends" in the small room. She began to cry as she saw that it wasn't real. She collapsed to the ground weeping. She felt Shingo's arm warp around her and began to chant soothing words to her.
"Motoko?"
"She goes to your school to, a really girly girl. She wouldn't even go near anything that will even make her think of sweat." He laughed as did Usagi.
"These people…do they know that I am out?"
"Yes, Usagi, most people do. We had to tell them."
"Shingo…about Minako…"
"Usagi, I'm sorry, but she lives in England with her parents. She is a millionaire. I believe her grandfather owns some chain of hotels. She is often spotted with Faris or Ricky Dilton. She often goes back and forth dating between the two guys, lucky bastards." Shingo murmured under his breathe.
She smiled as she sat down on swing at the playground. She looked down for a moment. She had to ask now.
"Chibi-Usa is-" Before she could finish her sentence Shingo stopped her. He sighed for a moment.
"Usagi, I am sorry but there never was a Chibi Usa…" Shingo watched as the realization came to her.
All of her fondest memories were replaced by nights of crying and days of loneliness. Her mind flooded images of her class mates pushing her down, kicking dirt on her and even some of them slapping her around. She looked down for a long time without saying anything. Her body was completely still.
"Shingo…can you leave me alone…"
"Mama-" He began to reason when she lifted her hard.
Tears rolled down her face, "Please…" She could barely get the words out as more tears came.
"Yes, Usagi…" He sadly smiled then walked off for a little while.