June 1st

I finally earned my mother's trust back and she bought me this really cool laptop. I've decided to use this instead of my diary. All of the files are password protected so Mr. Hoggart, who is STILL living with me, can't get in like he did in my diary.
I'm getting off topic though.
Yesterday Jay and I actually did something without fighting. Although it's kind of cheesy, we played Monopoly. I won, Jay tried to steal from the bank, it was kind of funny, in a way. After Monopoly we watched a couple movies and I ended up falling asleep in his arms, on my bed. My mom went in my room to wake me up for school and figured we just fell asleep. I know she trusts me and all but I know my mom andI know what her first thought was. But then again, Jay has a girlfriend and I don't like him anymore. UH HUH That's my story and I'm sticking to it.
I have to admit I've seen a new side of Jay and he's not as bad as I thought he was. I guess I can say I'm used to Jay being here but one thing that I will NEVER, NOT EVER, get used to is Ashley. She comes over here ALOT. Sometimes I think it's just to bug me others it seems like she really wants to see Jay. I don't care anymore, whenever she's here I try to stay away from her and Jay. I think Jay's beginning to notice that I leave every time she comes in the room.
But whatever, life's good right now, my mom's happy because she has a couple extra hands to help with Jack and Jay seems to be rather fond of him.
Nothing andNo one is going to mess up my mom's happiness. Not Ashley. Not Jay. Not Mr. Simpson. NO ONE!

EMMA NELSON

June 2nd

Well I'm back to my old ways. Once again I'm sleeping with guys who have girlfriends. I didn't mean to, it just kind of happened. We were talking about the end of the year dance, which Mr. Raditch is letting him and Spinner go to, and I was obsessing over how ugly my hair was and how I had nothing to do with it. Then he started telling my how I don't notice how beautiful I really am. Then we kissed, the last time I had a kiss like that was with Sigh Sean when we were "Cleaning The Ravine". Now that I think about it it's kinda funny one day I'm cleaning the ravine the next well... ummmm I'm going OTHER things there. One thing lead to another and we slept together. We both promised that this would be our little secret.
I don't want to come in between Jay's and Ashley's relationship, I'm starting to think she's not with him in spite of me, but because she really cares about him and he really cares about her. But what says I care lime sleeping with another girl? Ashley has tried , against Queen Paige's wishes, to become friends with me . She's going to do my hair for the dance. I don't know what the point is it's not like anyone is going to ask me. Ashley thinks I should ask J.t. or Toby but the two of them aren't really date material, and besides J.t.'s going out with Mauella Santos now. Yea Manuella, not Manny, Manuella. I'm happy for them well no I'm happy for her. She really needed someone else so she could get over Craig.
Speaking of Craig, Ashley, his ex, is trying to set us up. I've liked Craig since I was like 4 and I still do but after all that's happened with him and Manny ... errrr Manuella, I don't know if I could go out with him, even if it IS just a dance.
Never before have I been nervous about something as stupid as a date to a dumb dance. I'll write later gotta go get my nails done with Ashley. Can't wait... NOT.

EMMA NELSON

June 3rd

So I ended up going to the dance with Craig it was pretty fun, well until the King, Queen, Princess, and Prince crowns where given out. Paige of course got queen, but Spinner didn't get King, SEAN DID. Spinner and Manny got Prince and Princess. Paige wasn't happy at all. She got into a fight with Manny about how she was dancing too close to Spin. So Manny, stupid, stupid Manny, she KISSED Spinner. Paige grabbed Manny by her hair and threw her on the ground, then started yelling at Spinner saying stuff about how he enjoyed the kiss a little too much, so she grabbed Sean and they like made out in front of everyone. Spin tried to act like it didn't bother him, that is until Sean put his hand on Paige's ass. Before I go onto what else happened I have to say, WHERE WAS ELLIE DURING ALL OF THIS? I guess she wasn't at the dance.
Any way Spinner and Sean started fighting and Mr. Simpson came over and broke them up and sent them home, along with everyone else. Because of there little fight the dance was ruined. Craig and I decided to take a walk for a little while and we somehow ended up at the ravine. Craig tried to be really sweet and walk away but I told him it was okay. We went in together and just talked for awhile.
There was a van towards the back where I usually went, just to think though. We talked for a little while more then I kissed him. We didn't do anything.
He took me home a little later. I have to say for such a stupid thing as a dance I had allot of fun.

EMMA NELSON

June 4th

Well I found out why Ellie was no where to be seen yesterday. Her and Sean broke up. POOR HER... NOT! HEHEHE

EMMA NELSON