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A/N: cheerysakura88: I'm so sorry about the cliff hanger oh now I feel guilty I'm sorry

July 24 7:00

So much happened today I don't know how I got through it without passing out. Under the sheet in the box was a blue velvet box. Inside the little blue velvet box was a folded up piece of paper it said "Never gonna happen stop killing yourself by looking". Under that piece of paper was an engagement ring. I couldn't believe he would put an engagement ring for someone else in my box. What did the note mean? Was it to the girl? Was he making fun of who ever it was for? Or was the note for him? Well those questions were all answered when he appeared in the door way ready to explain. "Hi." "Hi." "Guess you found it." "Yea who's the ring for and what's with the note." "It was for you." "Me?" Yeah I was going to give it to you the night… well I never gave it to you." "Obviously." "Well so it was for you." "Why did you put a note in there to make fun of me WERE YOU GOING TO GIVE THIS TO ME THEN BREAK UP WITH ME… YOU WERE WEREN'T YOU BUT YOUR CONSCIENCE CAUGHT UP WITH YOU IT WAS JUST TOO MEAN SO YOU DIDN'T DO IT DON'T SHAKE YOUR HEAD AT ME I'M STAYING AT THE PLAZA PLEASE TELL LILY THANKS FOR LETTING ME STAY HERE BUT I CAN'T STAY WITH YOU ANYMORE BECAUSE YOUR JUST TOO… TOO… UHHHHHHH I CAN'T EVEN THINK HAVE HER CALL ME WHEN SHE GETS BACK I'LL SEE HER LATER I WON'T SEE YOU… EVER NO MATTER WHAT!" Then I ran out and checked into The Plaza and now I'm sitting in the room making my journal so wet I tore the page twice. Well I think the someone's knocking at the door it's probably Lily trying to get me to come back well I'm not going.

July 24 8:00

It was Lily and I did go back. Now I'm at her apartment again. Michael found an apartment and is moving in tomorrow. Tonight he's staying at Boris's. Tina and him aren't living together anymore. They're still together but she got her own place. I feel bad about driving Michael out of the house but that's just mean. To buy an engagement ring just to make fun of someone is like horrible. I know it's probably fake but I just want to know how much he'd spend on a joke so I took it into a jeweler to see how much it was worth. For some reason they said they needed to look at it and would call me when they knew.

July 24

I don't even know what time it is. I'm just sitting on a train going wherever it goes. I think I've been on it all day. Millions of people have gotten on and gotten off. I don't know where we are now or where we're going but I'm just along for the ride. I can't believe Mia would actually think I got the ring like as a joke. Wow someone next to me just told me it's 9:30. I've been on here for 12 hours. Wait I know where we are now we're back in Manhattan that's my apartment well my old one. I'm going in there and straightening this all out I can't have her thinking that I got that for her for a joke. I mean how weird would that be that stupid note I wrote to myself got me in trouble with Mia why did I write myself a note. Who does stuff like that okay stupid question but I'm like really serious I can't believe I did that.

July 24 10:00

Whoa I just got back from the jewelers. He paid a lot of money for a stupid mean joke. Maybe it wasn't a joke maybe he just got scared. No why am I defending him he's a horrible person and I can't stand that he's looking at me holding flowers. Does he really think that just because he got me flowers I'm going to forget about everything? I just have to ignore him keep my mind off of him and don't let him come closer. Okay it's hard not to let him come closer while writing. Maybe I don't want to not let him come closer. I'm such a freak I'm writing while he's kissing me.

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