(a/n: as you can tell, I'm anxious to update, lol. Here's the next chapter. OH MY GOD...Guys, I'm going to cry you make me so happy. Thanks for all the encouragement, I'm reading the nicest reviews ever, thanks!)
Introduction:
Anytime I get sad...I got the paper, and then one of my poems are born. It just lets me let go. This is my poem.
Title: Remembering You
Saying good-bye is so hard to say
But now here you siliently lay
I remember holding your hand, I hated to see you in pain,
I was going insane.
But when you left us, were you forgotten? Of course not!
We made a special place for you in our hearts and our thoughts
And remember the fun times we had, not the sad
At first I was mad,
To see you go, but everything is not sad.
We had many funny moments and comments,
And those will never leave us,
And we will still be together with your spirit
And we'll be near it
To hear your voice, your laugh and your adventure in Heaven
Thanks for all you have gaven...
Wisdom, a friend...and everything. Have fun in Heaven, and remember we love you.
After the Poem, it read:
This is dedicated to my mother, who is now in heaven, after she lost her battle to cancer. We may have had a bad realationship, but I still wanted to say I love you one more time.
SIGNED SERENITY WHEELER
Five years later, I'm a grown women. Of course, I still feel the same way of when I did write that poem. I never forgave myself for not saying "I love you" to my mom one more time. But I know, that I can't help it, I can't change the past or the present. You have to make best of your life. Don't beat yourself up for your mistakes. You learn from your mistakes. No one is perfect.
(a/n: Even though I related this poem to Serenity, This poem is really realated to my grandpa. Last year, when I was 13 years old, my grandpa had died. My family was planning the funneral, when my mom noticed I was writing a poem. She asked about it, and I told her that it was for grandpa, but I didn't want anyone to read it because it was awful. When I went to sleep that night, my mother read my poem without me knowing it, and then it happened to be on the back of my grandpas funeral card. This poem is dedicated to my grandpa...I love you grandpa, and I missed you so much.)
TO BE CONTINUED...
Darkness' kid