Chapter 5: All I can See
Introduction
Ah, the little black book. I remember writing my poem in here. I forgot what I even wrote. I began to read the poem of how I felt five years ago...
Title: All I can See
I look around me
All I see is people built out of lies
That is all I can see
As no one hears my silient cries
I thought I knew you
But you turned your back to me
Stuck in the blue
Yours lies is all I can see
Betrayed, hurt is all I feel
Doesn't my hurting mean anything to you?
I just want to heal
I thought I knew you, know I don't have a clue
You used me
But I don't care about you anymore
Because now the real you is all I can see
I asked for your friendship nothing more
Your colours have shown, now it's my turn
To turn my back, for you to feel my pain
It hurts so much, like a burn
Why is my hurt your gain?
Get away from me
You already did enough damage
For your mask is all I can see
I'll just have to manage
Wishing I never met you, you're now out of my life
Pushing you back, for I'm not going to be used
Life really does bite
Being emmotional abused
Just pushing you out of my life, I'm better off without you
At the end of the poem, it read:
This is dedicated to my step-brother, Noah...he used my friendship to try to escape to the real world. He used me to get his needs...but then he saw he was wrong, and died to save us all, trying to erase his mistakes. But you can't erase that already been done.
SIGNED MOKUBA KAIBA
I remember being stuck in the virtual world of Noah and the big 5. But as I say, you can't erase the past, but you also get forget your past, that is what created who you are. Now near the end of high school, I made tons of friends who don't use me and who like me for who I am. So if you have troubles with friends...don't be upset. Every kid does. But, when you get older, you will meet some friends, and that will make you happy and make up for all those years of elementary school, where people back stab you, lies, and everything like that.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Darkness' Kid