Disclaimer:
Bweiss: "I have taken over the world, now Weiss belongs to me muajajajajajajaja (continues evil laugh)
Ken: Sorry, she is high on sugar...
Omi: And delirious, we should call the hospital
Yohji: Don't worry Omi-chan I'll make her feel better...jeje
Bweiss: weeeeeeeeeeeee
Ran: Weiss is property of Mr. Takehito Koyasu and project Weiss. Please don't mind her.
Bweiss: Enjoy: D.
Omi: Thanks to Comtess the grammar is a little better.
Main paring: Ran x Ken (My heart just melts), also some Yohji x Omi (let's make the boys happy)
Summary:
Ran has a horrible dream about Ken, but is this just a dream, or is something actually happening. Will Ran be able to save his love? What's going on? RanxKen some YohjixOmi
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Red ocean
I wake up screaming in the middle of the night, the chilly wind crossing my window and caressing my sweaty skin and red hair. It wasn't the first time that I woke up because of some weird nightmare, but this one was different. This was the first nightmare that got me screaming and crying and it is not about my sister or my parents.
I think that is better to forget it, but my half asleep brain keeps remembering it.
In my dream, I find myself standing in an empty white room with one window. The emptiness of room gives me chills. I try to calm myself by looking trough the window and I look at a place that I have never seen before. And there I see the only person that was able to reach my cold heart, a beautiful burnet with ocean blue eyes. He is standing in the middle of a garden filled of white crosses.
The burnet is looking toward the sky with a lost look. A single tear falls from his eyes, as he slowly places a long black knife to his right wrist.
In that moment I feel my heart clench with pain, not only for the action of my friend, but also for the sadness of his eyes. I never thought that he could have that sadness in him.
Desperately I try to call his name, to make him stop, to release him from the pain he is feeling. But everything I do is useless and I can only keep looking because there is no door, there is no way out.
I'm here alone watching helplessly at how my beautiful burnet is suffering. Suddenly, he lowers his gaze and looks at me with eyes I swear are not his. With a swift motion he slices his wrist and the garden turns into a red ocean. (1) He falls and simply sinks, disappearing out of my sight, out of my life.
I can't take the pain; I can't breathe so I scream my lungs out and wake up.
After that, I find myself trembling and there are the traces of tears on my face. I feel empty just how I felt when I lost my parents.
I know it was only a dream, but I need to calm myself. I walk to his room and I find it hard to breath. When I finally open his door, I find him peacefully sleeping, his brown silky hair falling on closed eyelids. I release a breath as I see his chest moving.
I get to his side and touch his soft cheek admiring his face. Then I realize what I'm doing and I decide to return to my room. One part of my mind says get out of here, and the other only wants to hold him. Finally, after debating like crazy with myself, I decide to go rational. I gave Ken a kiss on his cheek before I leave.
I slowly go to my room, feeling stupid for reacting so poorly because of a nightmare and not being able to control myself. What would have happened if Ken had woken up and found me there in his room, by his side in the middle of the night? That boy really makes me loss all of my shields, he really opens my heart.
I don't know why I reacted the way I did. Why do I care so much about him? Don't get me wrong I also care for Omi and Yohji, but Ken is really special, he really gets into me. I remember I swore that wouldn't happen.
He was able to look trough me without even trying. With his selflessness and kind attitude he really got to me. The moment I reach my own bed I realize that I wasn't strong enough to be completely alone. I just wanted to believe that I could finally I accept that I feel something different from hate and anger, something that I thought I would never feel again. But could this really be love?
I decide to stop reflecting on my feelings. I will only get a headache and more questions. I'm really bad at managing feelings, especially my own.
I remember the dream, still so vivid in my mind and I can't shake the feeling that it was only a dream, it was something more. I became afraid; I don't want to see Ken with that look. I don't want to see him broken. Also there was something in that dream, something familiar.
Then I recall that black knife. I was so worried about Ken that I didn't pay any attention to it, but I think I have seen it somewhere.
I continue musing over the feeling for a moment. Suddenly I feel someone looking at me. I look up and my purple eyes clash with blue.
"Ken" that's my intelligent response, great.
He keeps staring. Did he fallasleep with his eyes open?
"Breakfast is ready" damn he looks so cute with his hair all wet, ok better stop there, bad thoughts go away. I needed to say something.
"I'll come down in a minute" That's good. I hope I'm not drowning or blushing or my nose is bleeding. You would be like me if you have the cute burnet standing all wet with his torso naked.
"Ok, but hurry up or I'll eat your part"
Then he crosses to my door, I'm able to leave my dream RanxKen word. I realize that its morning and I didn't notice it. Ok maybe it is love, but why I'm able to accept it so easily? Why exactly now?
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(1) Have you ever seen the music video for Tokyo Sling? Well if you have you will understand it better. (If not let me check where I get it)
A/N
This is the "revised" edition. (The first one was written at 2 a.m., and English isn't my mother tongue. So it was really bad)
Thanks to Comtess for the review (really thanks a lot: D).
The grammar really sucked. So I re-checked and correct it a little.
Anyway if someone wants to be my editor I will be really grateful.
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This is my very first fic and I'm sooo happy and nervous. I really hope you like it and I accept any recommendation thanks for reading and please review :)
Love you :) bye
Onegai, review pleaseeeeeee insert puppy eyes