Title: "The Diary Of Roxanne Richardson"

Genre: General, tragedy(later on), multi chaptered story, diary entry chapters

Rating: PG-13; for language, sexual references, and mentions of suicide later on

Main POV: Roxanne, through her diary

Coupling: Mentions of the pairings Roxanne/Stanley(her ex boyfriend that we never saw on the show), Roxanne/Robbie, Roxanne/Smitty(that guy she was supposed to go out with in the episode 'Lost Souls), Roxanne/Chandler, Roxanne/Paul, and Roxanne/Bill

Summary: AU. Roxanne Richardson shocked the whole town of Glen Oak by killing herself. Now, take a look into her diary. There are entries dating back to when she first came to Glen Oak up until her death day. Continued from 'Here Lies Roxanne'.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything that has to do with 7th Heaven. I am making NO money off of this story. I'm just writing this story for fun.

Setting: September of 2002-March of 2004, so the 8th and 7th seasons.

A/N: This idea came out of nowhere one day, I swear. And I thought since there were already a few diary stories about Ruthie and Lucy, why not do one for Roxanne? I'm not sure how long this will be yet, so just stick with me. And also, if you couldn't tell, this is a counter story to my one-short story 'Here Lies Roxanne'.

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Prologue

Roxanne Cecile Richardson was born on March 19th, 1981 to Terrence, better known as Terry, and Michelle Richardson. She was the oldest of three children. She had a younger sister named Hannah Richardson. She also had a younger brother named Sean Richardson, who died at birth.

Roxanne grew up in the small town of Oakdale, New Jersey for the first few years of her life. But then, when she was only 11, Roxanne's mother was mysteriously murdered after witnessing a domestic abuse attack upon one of her neighbors and reporting it to the police. Terry decided it would be best if he moved himself, Hannah, and Roxanne in order to get a fresh start. But Hannah, who was only 6 at the time, refused to leave her mother's grave behind. So Hannah moved in with her Aunt and Uncle who both also lived in Oakdale by Roxanne's family.

Roxanne and Terry then relocated to Miami, Florida. They lived there for about ten years. In this time Roxanne met Stanley Rush, her boyfriend from her freshman year of high school up until Roxanne was 21 in 2002. The reason Roxanne and Stanley broke up is because Stanley did not want to have a long-distance relationship with Roxanne after she moved again.

Roxanne and Terry decided to move again. But this time as far away the haunting memories of New Jersey as possible. At this time Terry had been working many hours, he was a cop. Roxanne had followed in his footsteps and also was a cop. So the two got their jobs transferred, and shortly after that they relocated to a small town called Glen Oak in California. Hannah, who was now 16, still refused to leave her childhood hometown and remained in Oakdale.

Not much is known about Roxanne's life in Glen Oak. She basically adjusted to life there. She had two close friends named Lucy and Kevin. She was also dating a guy named Robbie Palmer for a while. She also dated a guy by the name of Chandler Hampton, but they broke up and later became the best of friends. But then Chandler realized his feelings for Roxanne were love, not friendship. But they never reunited as a couple.

This is because Roxanne committed suicide on March 23rd, 2004. Chandler found her laying her bathroom floor on the same day he had come to her house to admit how he really felt about her. Her wrists were slit up and there was a bloody knife on the floor near her. There was also a suicide note, which included Roxanne's final words to the world and her final will.

No one is really sure of why Roxanne killed herself. Terry is much too upset to talk about his daughter's death. Jamie Carter, Elizabeth Martins, Leslie Tyler, Lucy Kinkirk, Kevin Kinkirk, and pretty much all of Roxanne's friends refuse to accept the fact that she's dead. Chandler is the only one willing enough to help find clues to why Roxanne would do something as drastic as killing herself. Roxanne granted Chandler all of her journals to read in her final will. So now, Chandler is about to read the diary of Roxanne. He has picked the one that goes from 2002 up until the day she killed herself.

Welcome to the diary of: Roxanne Cecile Richardson (1981-2004)...

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A/N: Hope you guys like this story so far. Please review and tell me what you think.

-Alexa