Warning: RoyXEd (guy on guy) bad language too.
Dead Love 3
When Ed and Roy woke up that morning they didn't say a word to each other. Well Ed tried to say something but Roy kept coughing or clearing his throat. The dressed for work and went downstairs for breakfast. It took all of Roy's will not to throw the blonde out right then. He kept going over everything in his mind. Not the actual sex part but the meaning and changes it brought.
He regretted what he did. He doesn't need this thing to tie him down. He doesn't need his reputation ruined. He was hoping Ed would see that way. He knew Ed wouldn't want his rep ruined either. Right? He knew that Ed would leave it alone. Right? 'Right' he thought to himself. Now confident Ed would let alone the whole event. He liked the blonde but not enough to love. He was THE womanizer. He would let him down like every other girl. Hopefully it wouldn't get that far.
Ed was sitting at the table eating his eggs slower than normal. He thought Roy was acting very weird this morning. This whole event would surely change things for both of them. Ed was taught love meant commitment. Despite the situation last night, he did think about this before he allowed Roy to ravish him. He loved Roy. He realized that during the passionate love making. Now he was fully committed to Roy. He started to feel happy. Something he hadn't felt in a while.
Roy watched Ed smile happily while finishing his breakfast. The smile would've normally brought joy to anyone's face. But now it only brought Roy nervousness. He would have to talk to Ed today in the office. He looked at the big grandfather clock on the wall and grimaced. It was already time for work. After last night he would like nothing more than to go back to bed, but that paperwork doesn't do itself.
Roy and Ed walked to the car and got in. As they pulled out onto the road Ed couldn't take the silence anymore. "Well Roy what shall we do tonight?" Ed said smiling devilishly. His smile was wiped harshly off his face when Roy spoke. "I need to talk to you this afternoon in my office, Full Metal." The tone held something. Something Ed couldn't quite place. Ed tried to contemplate what the tone was and why Roy wanted to see him, but Ed, being only a teen, thought it meant he wanted to say those words he longed to hear. He always thought love wasn't real and could never happen to him. Now he thought differently. He loved Roy with all his heart. He thought of his love as a fairytale. He knew nothing could hurt him when he was in Roy's strong arms. That he could forget all about his problems and just love. Ed was so happy he found such a caring guy like Roy. He would never break his heart because Roy loved Ed.
When they arrived at Central Ed got out and walked over to Roy. He smiled happily at Roy and quickly hugged him as he thought over what would happen to them.
Roy did nothing but stand there. In shock. 'No. Ed has to understand the circumstances. I can't risk everything for him.' Roy thought determinedly. Ed let go of him with a confused look. Roy walked towards the building leaving Ed there looking so confused. What the real wrong thing was Roy didn't feel any remorse. He just kept walking going over how he would let Ed down. 'He's just like every other woman. Let them down softly and leave them there quickly while there still dazed.' Roy had it all planned out. He smirked and walked in his office ready to get to work.
Ed walked into the building still a little confused. Why didn't Roy hug him back? Why was he so quiet? And why did he want to talk to him this afternoon? Ed came up with only one idea. Roy must not want anyone to know yet. That was it! He doesn't want to let them know until they finalize their relationship this afternoon. That must be why Roy wants to see him this afternoon. Ed walked into the building to get his mission with a big smile on his face. He met up with Al and hugged him. Al was surprised and happy that his brother could finally have a happy moment. Ed thought on about the situation. Nothing would ever go wrong with Roy. He never felt so relieved and happy in his life. This meant more to him then just love. Roy would be able to fill the whole their mother left. He would make life worth living. With Roy's love he can finally be the brother Al needed. Everything would be as good as it was when their mother was alive. He was so happy, smiling so brightly, knowing Roy would always be there for him and love him.
GOD! I'm sorry it's so short (like all my other stories) but I promise you that the ending WILL be worth it. Just so you know the next chapter might be the last (prolly will be) Hope you like this bit. Poor Ed. Just so wrapped up in the glory of it all not noticing what Roy is thinking. Makes ya really hate Roy doesn't it? XD Well I'm going to go work on the next one -cough cough-