September 22nd, 2002: Call Waiting

Jeez! Robbie is NEVER going to call me! I'm going to go crazy! CRAZY!!!! Wait, I think I've already gone it.

Keep cool, Roxanne, don't lose it.

Anyway, enough about 'Robbie's never going to call me'. I guess I should the 411 on my day now.

Let us see, a day in the life of Roxanne Richardson...

Stanley called me today. That asshole had the nerve to ask me if we could still be friends. I told him off. If that creep thinks he can accuse me of cheating on him and then just expect me to be his friend then fuck him! That's right, I said it, FUCK HIM! I hate Stanley.

But enough about my ex. The rest of my day was average. I rented Charlie's Angels from Video World and I'm going to watch it later tonight. And I wrote a song out of boredom in a notebook at work today, here's the first verse...

Walk away from me

Take my life away

Crush my love and desire

Leave me sitting by my phone

Anticipating

Escaping

And call waiting

So it doesn't make sense, I know. But I've never been much of a writer really. I only write about things I feel strongly about. And I wrote this because it's how Robbie's making me feel right now. I'm just waiting, and waiting, and call waiting, I guess you could say.

Take my heart

Break my heart

Love me

Hate me

But please, don't hurt me

Sorry, I'm on a roll. Well, I've got to get going now. Bye!

All my love to you,

Roxanne