October 8th, 2002: Opened Heart, Literally
I was so upset about Mom last time that I forgot to mention: ROBBIE HAS CALLED ME!
But, of course, it was only after I told him to drop dead, shoved him into a wall, and gave him one hell of a hard kiss. My lips were throbbing. I think he got the message.
But for some reason, after all my wanting him to call me, I don't really feel that happy. I mean, Robbie's an ok guy and everything, but I just don't think he's "the one".
I guess it's like what Mom always used to say: "Roxanne, one day you will meet the one guy the for you. And he will be the perfect guy. You'll love each other, despite your flaws. He'll never hurt you. And he'll always excite you whenever you're with him."
But yet I've grown bored with Robbie when we only went out once…oh well, I guess I just have to keep on looking for that "one" guy.
Well, remember how I told you I dug up my old Madonna album? Well today after I heard the new hit from Kylie Minogue, "Come Into My World", on the radio, I had to dig out all my old Kylie albums. I found them all, 1988-1998. I never noticed how much I neglected my old ones after I got "Light Years" and "Fever". Oh well, I love listening to "I Should Be So Lucky"...I should be so lucky/Lucky, lucky, lucky/ I should be so lucky in love…Damn, that's catchy.
Did I mention that Lucy's dad Eric needs open-heart surgery? No joke! Kevin told me today at work. Eric never struck me as weak and sickly. And who will run the church while's he's recovering…?
Ah, what do I care? I don't even go to church. Well, bye.
Roxanne