Author's Note- We now get an inside look at Draco's feelings! They are italic so you should have no problem pointing them out. Enjoy!
Draco, shocked by her words, instantly pulled away.
"Ginny! Do you know what you're asking for?"
Of course she knew. She wanted to find out if her feelings about him were right.
"Please Draco. Maybe it can make a huge change."
Draco looked rather annoyed, which wasn't a good for Ginny.
"As in what? Making love would convince my father to join the Order and even Voldemort to party with us?"
He was shouting and Ginny's heart, once heavy with wonder, was now sinking with sorrow.
"I don't know! I just want you! That's all! Would it be better if we just did this for tonight?"
Draco sullened, lost for words. He finally spoke again.
"So you just want to have sex with no meaning to it what so ever?"
Ginny's face flushed red and she slapped him in the face. The hit was quite powerful for Draco almost fell over.
"Hell woman! What was that for?"
"That's so rude of you! I was more on the lines of throwing everything we believed in out the window and just for one night be together for what we want rather than for who we are."
Ginny had raised her voice, as well as her finger with her other hand resting on her hip. Draco watched, finding her to be more gorgeous than ever.
"Ok, I'm sorry. Let's try this again; you want me to pretend I'm not the so called "Heir of Slytherin" so we can just love each other for our feelings...right?"
He asked, fearing another smack to his face. Instead, Ginny smiled and came inches way from his face.
"Exactly. Just for tonight."
With that, they kissed roughly and Draco led her to where she would go for the first and probably only time, the Slytherin common room and his bedroom.
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Draco led Ginny to the Slytherin common room. Ginny looked around every now and then, trying to see if others were watching. She then glanced at her watch, 10pm! Most students were asleep for exams were tomorrow. Exams! Ginny didn't even study anything. But she couldn't stop what was about to happen. So she pushed them out of her mind, there was always Hermione anyway. She smiled and continued to hold on to Draco's hand as they passed the picture leading to the Gryffindor common room. It was at that moment, Ginny's stomach gave a sudden jolt.
What's happening to me? Me with Ginny Weasley! I'm leading her to my common room, and even to my bedroom! I'm crazy! I even told her my feelings about how my parent's treat me! I even bloody cried! How does she do this to me? How can she make me feel desperate, but feel like she's the only one who can save me from myself? Look at me, telling her sappy things Potter would say to that mudblood girlfriend of his! Wait Ginny's Potter's ex-girlfriend! I bet this is why all of this is happening! He probably made her feel awful inside, worthless! Even though she's a Weasley, I find her different from her family. When I look at her, she just turns me on more than Pansy ever did! With her red long hair, shining among the sun and the way it swayed each time she moves, those lips that taste of desire and a little of lust, her touch which was stunning and full of want, that fragile body and those legs.. Ok I think I've said enough. I just find her to be the best Weasley I've ever seen! Well, I can say I never looked at her and told myself I loved her. Besides, I didn't right?
They had reached the common room and Ginny suddenly shivered because of the cold.
"Do you sleep in a 2 post bed?"
He stopped walking and turned to look at her,
"With having a father like me?"
They smiled, shared a small laugh and still holding hands he took her up to his room. As soon as he opened his door and led her in, Ginny gasped at the room. It was a huge bedroom covered with satin green colored sheets draped on his master bed. On the walls, snake statues and pictures of dragons hung about.
"Bloody hell Draco! Nice bed, how many girls besides Pansy did you sleep with?"
He smiled, as did Ginny and arched his eyebrow in a devilish way.
"Only 10, including that Looney Lovegood."
Ginny laughed and playfully slapped him on the shoulder.
"Better than my handsome face." he whispered.
They laughed and when silence surfaced, both were at a loss for words. Ginny's conscience came back a little early for she kept thinking about how wrong this seemed and if she should call it off and take care of her problems on her own.
Man, what now? She wanted this, why isn't she taking action! This was all her idea, to forget ourselves and be famously in love! Was she rethinking everything! Did this become her true mistake now? But, no! I want this to happen! Not only to get laid, wait I don't mean that. I just for once want to fell the love experience with someone like Ginny. Wait, am I considering her feelings? Do I really fancy her? Or is all just an infatuation? Or is it what they call love at first sight? First? This is my 6th year, as her 5th year. Oh no, what if all goes all and something terrible happens to me! Will she ever forgive me, or just go along with me? AHH! There it goes again, me caring about her feelings! What's happening to me! It's like I'm becoming less like my parents and more like...dare I say it. Potter! AHH! What's wrong with me?
Ginny knew she had to do something; Draco did bring her up here for a reason. But she didn't want him this way. She felt horrible and used and started to cry. She tried to hold it in so Draco wouldn't think she's some big baby. She couldn't win, her conscience was back. This is all wrong! Love for just one night? With the Draco Malfoy? Who am I kidding? Even if I love him, why can't be forever? How come we couldn't change ourselves so we could be accepted by everyone? She finally stopped crying for Draco was looking quizzically at her.
"I'm sorry Draco. But I can't do this thinking after tonight you'll treat me like nothing all over again."
She cried and sat on the edge of his bed. He scooted over near her and to her amazement; he held her face and brushed away her tears with his thumbs.
"Ginny, I miss our late night run-ins. Remember we use to just sit and talk for hours? It was so peaceful and I was so glad to be with you. You've changed me Ginny; I'm not such a bad guy after all now am I?"
They smiled and Ginny swore she saw a different Malfoy through his eyes. He no longer stared with iced hate, but rather want and need.
"O Draco, I love you."
The words came out rather easier than she thought. She had never said them to Harry during their relationship, and she was glad. She had saved them for tonight; to say them to the man she loved more than anything. She looked at him, hoping for an answer.
"Ginerva Weasley, I love you too."
She smiled brightly for he said her full first name. Tears formed in her eyes, but they were tears of joy. He seemed to get the hint and he leaned in to kiss her. She held on to him and they passionately kissed. After moments of touching and grabbing, he held her tightly and leaned back wards. She held on leaning back smiling and then moving back in to kiss him. Draco quickly tugged on her shirt hoping to seek permission. He looked at her; she smiled and bit her lip. He winked and slowly unbuttoned her blouse. Ginny smiled during this moment, constantly groaning slightly and messing up his hair with her intense grabbing. He managed to slip off her blouse and admired to see her in a pink laced bra.
"My turn." she whispered.
She moved a bit, and once she was on top she quickly pulled his tie over his head. She then unbuttoned his shirt. She smiled each time his bare chest was revealed, for it was muscular and firm. Malfoy watched during this time, admiring her features. Once she reached the last button, she slid the shirt off watching as he smiled at her and leaned up to kiss her forehead. He then moved again, making sure she was nice and comfortable on the bottom. He then ran his hand on her bare flat stomach while planting kisses along her stomach, and up to her neck. She sighed and moaned slightly while she ran her hands along his back, threw his hair and then along his chest. Draco then softly ran his hands along her thighs. She flinched a little.
"It's ok Ginny. Just relax." he whispered.
She sighed and allowed him to continue. She closed her eyes and moaned pleasurably as his hands were wrapped around her knickers and him slowly pulling them down. He did and she whispered something similar to stop. He did and looked up at her.
"Do you want me to stop?" He asked, hoping for the answer to be no.
"No, I'm sorry. It's my first time and I'm extremely nervous."
He ran his back hand along her smooth cheek.
"I understand for it's shockingly my first time too. I'll take it slow, trust me I want you to be comfortable."
He smiled and kissed her till he reached her legs again. This time she made no sounds, jut smiles and hand gestures. Finally, both were nude and without wasting another second, she helped direct him in her. At first it was slow for Ginny whimpered at the pain. Draco just rested on his elbows and they touched foreheads as he kissed her every now and then on her lips. Eventually the pain was gone and she motioned for him to go a little faster. He smiled and did what he was told. She closed her eyes and with him moved in a steady up and down pattern moaning together because of the pleasure. Suddenly, it got forceful and the bed started shaking more than usual. Ginny opened her eyes to find him sweating madly, and his hands into fists clenching to the sheets on the bed. She assumed what was about to happen for she held on to his shoulders and leaned in to kiss his forehead.
"Go ahead, don't ask." she whispered, nibbling his ear before laying back. This must have done it for as soon as she laid back down she felt the surge that went through her. He moaned her name, sweat and hair covering his face. Ginny arched her back during the moment, moaning his name and digging her nails in his shoulders. He lessened his grip on the bed and barely collapsed on top of Ginny. She gave a small laugh and they kissed.
"Ginny?"
"Yes Draco?"
"I love you so much. And to this day forward, we don't have to be strangers. I don't care what people will say, this is for us not them. When I see you, I will acknowledge you and give you a hug. Maybe even some kisses as a bonus."
She smiled and kissed him again.
"What about Ron?"
They stared at one another admirably. Then they both smiled devilishly.
"He shove it up his Weasley arse!"
Ginny laughed, shaking her head and she kissed him passionately and once more they made love before falling asleep. This time around, Ginny was on top and she aroused Draco to torture him on the fact that he took so long to tell her his deepest desire. Of course, she would pay for it the following night.
