Buffy looked deeper into his eyes and saw sorrow and guilt. She leaned forward and her lips were inches away from Spike's. She closed her eyes and kissed him and he returned the kiss and she opened her mouth allowing him access. She broke off the kiss and stared into his lustful eyes.
"I love you"Spike felt as if his dead heart had started to beat as it once did.
"Y you…love me?"
"Yeah, I just can't seem to hide this anymore. I can't tell myself that it isn't real cause it is and it always have been."
Spike embraced her and Buffy kissed him once again. Spike granted her access and she explored every inch of his mouth and he did the same. She tried wobbling to her feet and he went with her and they crashed onto the bed with him landing on top of her. He broke the kiss and left feather light kisses down her cheek and down her neck, which made her pant even more than she was already.
(Warning: This part of the chapter turns into stuff not suitable for younger readers so choose wisely to read on or not.
A/N- I have never written a sex scene before and I know it will come out horrible so please be kind with reviews.) Ok… now back to the story.
He moved his hand up under her shirt and removed it along with her bra and cupped her right breast and tweaked it and she moaned louder. She was coved from head to toe in goose bumps. He licked a trail down her neck to her collarbone and started to go lower until he was sucking on her left breast while her continued to tweak the other one. Buffy felt as though she would die at the suspense he was giving her body. But then she felt his hand leave her breast and travel lower and lower until…uhhh.
Spike slipped his hand lower and it finally reached the waistband of her leather pants and he slipped his hand underneath them and… hey what is that, naughty girl. She didn't wear any underwear. I must be rubbing off on her, Spike thought.
He rubbed her sensitive area and he was rewarded by a moan from her. He stroked her folds and she pulled off his shirt and felt all of his hard taunt muscles. He groaned when he felt her tiny hand grab the bulge that now formed in the front of his jeans. He could feel her reaching her height and he pushed her a little harder and she came all over his fingers. He pulled them away from her and brought his hand to his mouth and licked them dry.
She then became impatient and started to tug at the waistband of his pants. He helped her pulled them off and he pulled off her last pieces of clothing. They just marveled at each other's beauty and Spike laid Buffy back down and he climbed on top of her and he guided himself to her entrance. They just locked eyes with each other and he pushed into her slowly and she cringed at the sudden pain and got over it and she reopened her eyes to drowned in Spike's beautiful ocean blue eyes. Nothing mattered to her except for the fact that she was now connected with him, her lover.
Spike pulled out of her painfully and thrust himself back inside and he did this over and over until he could feel her reaching her climax and also himself. She came and he came with her. He growled loud and Buffy just screamed and sunk her teeth into his neck and pierced his skin and drew blood. Spike pulled out of her and Buffy took her teeth out of his neck and he rolled off of her and held her to him and just stared at her with love and affection in his eyes.
"I love you, Buffy"
"I love you too"
They fell asleep in each other's arms and slept until the day was night.
Spike woke with a start and he looked over to find that Buffy had not left and was cuddled into his side. The events of the other night drifter back to him and he felt happier then he ever did in his life.
"Morning, Spike" Buffy said sleepily.
"Well, it is more night than it is morning." Spike said mater-of-factly.
"Well soooorrry,"
Buffy felt a sudden sickness in her stomach but just ignored it.
"We better be getting back, the others must be getting worried."
"Good idea…"
They both got up and got dressed and started to walk out of the house when Buffy turned around a placed a kiss on Spike's lips and ran down the street with him on her heels.
A/N- How was that? I tried and I hope I didn't disappoint anyone with this chapter cause I don't think it was really as good. Well, anyway please R&R.