A/N I know it's a short chapter but i promise there will be more. I try and update as fast as I can.
I've been in the hospital for at least a full day now.I counted the minutes for about four hours seeing as I still can't see.I only think that I'm in a hospital because the pain isn't as bad as it was before, so I'm guessing they gave me some sort of meds.
If there is anything I regret in my life was not telling someone how I truely felt about them.They made me laugh and they made me cry, even though I've porbably said ten words to them in my entire life.But the truth is, I loved him and he will know about it.Someday.Someday soon, especially now that I could be dying at a very young age.
I wish he would come visit me.He probably would, seeing as the rest of the band will.I hope they aren't sad for me.Like I said before, this was my fault.I'm guessing that won't help thouh because they'll always care for me, and I know that.The people in that band were my best friends and I'm not about to leave without saying goodbye to them.
I love Freddy Jones.